I’m so sorry that you are going through so much stress and trauma! That’s really unfortunate about your schooling. I hope you stay safe. Sending positive vibes your way. I hope your situation starts to improve. You sound like a very strong person mentally to cope with what’s happened 💞💖💞💓💖
Hello everyone, I owe a true explanation for my lack of uploads that you all deserve.
I am studying nursing in the Philippines, right now it is online learning because of covid-19. The Wi-fi there is terrible I live in the U.S so the time zones are messed up for me, the covid-19 outbreaks are terrible. Online schooling takes up most of my time and my teachers always get disconnected from my google meetings.
My nursing classes go from 7:30 pm to 7:30 am since I live in the U.S., and this year as my first year in college I had summer school which went from 7:30 pm to 2:30 am. I was burnt out as college here in the U.S is different as I compared with friends, and soon I will be working in the hospital (Once it is safe to do so near the end of covid.) after I move to the Philippines, my flight has been cancelled about 4 times already. It feels as though I can finally relax even for a short while.
Now that I have a short free time of two-three weeks break, I am planning to upload as much as I can. And I apologize to those I could not thank earlier. I do and will finish this story.
*As someone who lives in the States, the testing there is completely different, and also learning the language as I only speak english is also a bit of a doozy but I love the language a lot.
Hello guys, I’m so so sorry for the inconvenience...I found out that the cause of my problem was due to my sister attempting to download a game she found on the internet. It contained malware/ a virus that completely destroyed my computer. She only told me a few weeks after, and honestly I was shaking with fury.
I went from not being able to log into my account to not being able to log in my computer at all.
My hard drive containing a months worth of work was gone, the rough drafts I had for the future chapters. All gone. The chapters I managed to write about 6 of them which were long enough to split into 12 chapters pt1 and pt2 gone. I went to get my computer fixed desperate, but was told there was nothing they could do.
I wasn’t being smart, I didn’t save it onto google docs or any other place...I didn’t think this would happen, ever.
This entire time/month I was in shock and wallowing in self-pity, I was planning to give up writing the story and never get on Tapas again even on mobile. I felt guilty.
I know I was being selfish, I’m going to start rewriting everything, I’m sorry for leaving you all in the dark.
In the meantime I’ll be busy due to it being finals week, and my homework but I’ll try to upload 10 chapters by Sunday using my friend’s computer which I’m also borrowing right now to write this as we’re studying together.
i understand, it is not your fault, it is your sister fault for not tell you at she want try this game on your computer except tell you but i like your story and hope at u still want write it and i come allways wait :)