Yall we got finals tomorrow and Friday. I feel like I will do fine on all of them, Spanish and math. But when I get to the math final, Imma start forgetting everything lol. But its cool. Idk how I feel about trimester 3, especially my 1st hour. That class better not be hard or nothing because I literally dont know nb in that class. So I might sign up for different class. But Im so happy I get A lunch back and get to be with my pooks!!!! But my hobbys right now are writing to instrumentals and its actualy alot of fun. Just finding the right vibe for a beat is kinda hard. But I finished my first one and it turned out so good! So to get better at writing I thought I would start this journal thing. And I dont really care about likes or nothing, even views. I just need a public place to put this down at, idk why. But if any of yall are about to be in highschool next year or 2 years. Just know that it is different from your middle school. Like literally I was so scared the 1st day and previous week for no reason. Because the first week you will adjust real quick. Like highschool makes you feel so grown and indepedent. But its just everyday school just a lot less strict. Well at least for me. Umm drawing Im not really into it anymore like I used to be, only sometimes will I find interest and sit for 2 hours drawing something then stop and never finish it. But music been keeping me alive lately. And Im 15 finallyyyy like a month ago. But I had a vision where February would be my applying month then start working in March. But it is definaly harder then it sounds. Because I applied maybe to 7 places and only had 2 interviews so far. The first McDonalds didnt accept me then I did Culvers and never heard back. But I got an interview on Saturday and got a whole thing written out because they kept asking me out the random questions like GIRLY. And I was tryna sound professional but they really got me thinking. So I hope I get this job because I really need it. Lol now that I think back when they asked me why I wanted the job I was like "I want to make money" Like that was such a dumb answer and I obviously didnt learn because I said the same thing in the 2nd interview. But I feel like I will be organized with my money and know wants from needs. Bruh something I hate the most is when you saying out your wants and needs, and here come some goofy talk about "Thats a want not a need" Like girly pop everybody wants and needs are different. But i need a phone fr like I cant keep walking around without one. But Im going to be clothes shopping alot and buying different fits because deep down, Im a real creative and stylish person, but I dont have the money to go and buy different outfits. Ohhh wait actually I got a good answer to why they should hire me or why I want the job. Because one of my tiers to graduate I have to go into the workforce or something like that for Technical Honors diploma. And Im also going to say I want to improve my social speaking skills with alot of different people each day. Because honestly I was looking at the classes I could take for my future years and alot of them you have to go up in front the class and present, or debate on stuff. But the point id you have to speak. Which I am good at, just not in front of a class. And I feel like getting a job I will definally have to interact with people and it would be perfect for me to get more comfortable. Aint no way Im at 3,000 words but just wish me luck that I get this job because I only have limited McDonalds in my area and the one Im going in for an interview is not even in my town. Okay bye and idk if I will remember to write every day but I will try to!