Guess who it is, I am trying to be? Surely not me, but still, who... who am I? Maybe by trying to be others, I’ll be me? I am the best liar there is! Then again, I am the worst there is. Guess who I am, I am the one that tortures you in many ways, or could I be the victim? Guess who I am, please... So that I may know who I am. Maybe I am the one who knows everything, thus knowing nothing. Could it be that I chose not to know, who I am? Or maybe I ignore the fact that I don’t want to know? I’m so ignorant, yes that’s it, maybe I’m Ignorance! But who cares? What if I forgot? Then am I forgetful? Hmm, just what the Hell am I? Am I getting closer? Or are you? I don’t even know!? Well, love to make those suffer, but doing that bothers me. So does that even have a name? I don’t like to suffer, don’t like pain. Tell me the things that bother you, so that when I’m in the mood, I’ll use it against you. I will make sure others don’t, though. Are we getting closer? Well, I am me, whatever "me" is, that is. So thanks, I won’t say my name but only what I am, not who.
These are a small collection of poems, short stories, or what could have been novels, that I have written since '06. & now after more a decade, I've decided to share them all with you. Looking back, some stuff will be cringy to read lol...it's all an emotional rollercoaster, but hopefully you'll have fun with it, like I have, but in the meant time, enjoy my awkward queer weird self, as I go thru my journey of just plain awkwardness, & learning to heal, letting go, & moving forward, with life.
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