Joined Feb 2014 In the Echo
♢Not sure why I am here, why are you?♢
I often spend my time exploring the internet of long ago, going into abandon websites and searching through terms that are no longer used today. There's a world of unending darkness out there waiting for me to light a match.
Why are you still reading this? Talk to me about stuff! I like anime, webcomics (obviously), scientific arguments, and you!
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Emmy. How does one start a webcomic? Having troubles with inspiration and confidence.
Well, I'm never doing that again.
Shit.
There's still time!
It's too late, bro.
Well, it's not like they require a lot of physical exertion.
My brainstem connected to the prefrontal cortex around age 24, so... no.
Do whatever you want, whatever you set your mind to I have no doubt you can accomplish anything. You don't have to let age hold you back.
MLE BAE PLS COME BACK TO ME AND FIX YOUR DESCRIPTION *Flump*
Lol, I completely understand. High School hit me in the face mercilessly. You'll do fine though. Don't get too worked up. You're already doing so much to make sure you have smooth sailing throughout. Grades are very important and you'll figure out how to balance that with friends. Like with study groups, whatnot, I promise. Good luck in all of that. I have no doubt this will be some of the most influential years of your life. Treat them well.
Hahaha I doubt I can prep for some of the stuff and if it's smooth sailing I'll be very, very, very surprised and confused. ^^' Nevertheless! Thanks, I've been planning to get a study group going. Gonna be tough with 2 AP classes as a freshie but I'm sure I'll do.... decently.... >_> Am I too hopeful??? I dunno how to really do all this I'm a spooked little baby and dunno how I'll handle being in classes with people older than me what if I'm belittled! Aaaaaah I dunno how to feel about all this I'm just very frightened atm ;-;
You're smart, that much is clear by the strides you are taking in building the baseline of your career. Don't get too worked up but, yes, don't rely on hope either. What's gonna get you through this is your resolve to persevere under every circumstance, focus on your studies so that you can graduate in the best position worthy of your capabilities and look back on the years without any regrets
That much I get haha. I'm just nervous about the bad crowds. My 7th grade math teacher dropped me into a lower math class and it was terrible. There was one immensely obnoxious student who constantly interrupted and made noises, and the teacher's intense assertion of authority genuinely did nothing. It was all so mind numbing. I guess you could say I'm most scared for the mental diversity, really. ;w; I was scarred by that lower class, became very shaky and cried frequently over it and any minor change in my stature. They made a scheduling mistake when I entered 8th grade's 2nd semester, accidentally dropping me into a lower science class, and I hid and cried for one period, dashed to the next to declare my presence, and hid in the bathroom the next, viciously texting and calling my mom for somerelief. I built up the courage to run back to my tiny temporary desk in the far back corner of the science room, more than relieved to find the lights dimmed for a movie to hide my reddened face. A friend sitting right in front of me checked on me a lot and I felt more than guilty telling her I didn't belong in a lower level class. Wasn't the nicest thing to say, but she comforted me still until I buried my head into a book.
It was all resolved in the same day and I was back up in my usual science class, but it's those instances that really traumatized me and I still get bleary-eyed thinking of them. I'd go more in-depth on the math class situation if I didn't want to burst into tears at four in the morning lol
Gaaaaah sorry for this long message I talk about my drama too much and send those drawings I promised too little xD
It was all resolved in the same day and I was back up in my usual science class, but it's those instances that really traumatized me and I still get bleary-eyed thinking of them. I'd go more in-depth on the math class situation if I didn't want to burst into tears at four in the morning lol
Gaaaaah sorry for this long message I talk about my drama too much and send those drawings I promised too little xD
No, it's ok. That's completely understandable. You work hard to achieve higher levels so you definitely deserve them. I'm really glad it got resolved. But it is important to let out your feelings and emptions to understand them and process what the situation means to you. As well as it being biologically healthy. It's natural to feel that way under those circumstances and it sounds like you have awesome friends ho care about you and are there to help you out.
Happy new year, MLE! I hope 2016 is a bit easier on you. <3
Lol. Same. :)
Emily gets up to weird things when she doesn't have access to internet. Weird things that take a month or so.
https://youtu.be/1hZ0JOlaaBo
https://youtu.be/1hZ0JOlaaBo
Now it's smiling again.
Wow, I have a lot of BL. I need to even this out. Someone remind me after I get all these done.
