Hey, guys I have some very unfortunate news to share with you all Monday night Hanzo, my precious baby boy passed away. His loss has devastated me and I don't know what I will do right now if it wasn't for the fact that I'm currently living with my best friend I would be in a more toxic mental state than I already am now..
If you'd all like to know about a week ago I didn't tell you all when it happened but he had gotten into rat poison and I took him to the emergency room and they gave me medicine to give him but I guess the poison ended up getting to him anyway. It hurts me too much to physically talk about it, I didn't tell all of you when it happened cause I was just in complete shock and disbelief of what happened and told one person about it that night. I ended up staying up all night I was numb sad angry and frustrated cause I'm just completely tired of life shitting on me but at least I know he's in a better place and not suffering anymore. I know he loves me, I just feel bad cause I wish there was more that I could do for him.
I've been there before, only I didn't know why he died. It took me and my family a long time to recover, me especially since I was the primary caretaker. Take your time my boy.
Losing a pet is more than just that, it's a family member. You grew up with them and they are part of you, when they leave, they leave with a part of your soul and heart and it will never be easy. I've been there before although under different circumstances, I get your pain. I'm so sorry for you Dashi and I hope you can go through the pain without too much obstacles and get better. You have my full support. Take care buddy.
So yesterday before work I got a chance to attend my first pride parade in Chicago, it was really fun and nice and my two friends from Indiana came down and I got to see them. I bought a huge flag and wore it as a cape even while at work
Ps. I'm sore as hell and lost my voice so today is recovery day
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!