your trapped on walls of canvas of lies,
your in my heart,
your worries run wild,
im watching,
wading,
cant take no more,
your bleeding cuts must never hit the floor,
bandages of your courage and loss,
i see it all in the stars of your eyes,
i know what this love must be like,
to you,
to you,
to everything your not,
im surprised you believe in hatred?
i am here,
loving you every second that you breath,
and when you look at me with,
those stars in your eyes,
i see the resent,
the reason you cry,
these people are nothing?
nothing to you?
yout must be a shadow,
a shadow of you,
i see you in every room,
ghosts on the walls,
shadows of your presence,
haunt my home,
even if you’ve never set foot on my floor,
i see you in everything,
that ever was,
the water that flows,
imto your hair,
in the meadows back in my hometown,
i see you
I see you,
comstantly,
constantly,
is time running
running
running
are you
are you
still breathing out
whats my name
what’s my-
name!
i have no doubt?
that you know,
not even my frown.
but when I look upon your face
in your pretty pretty lipstick,
im hiding,
in the tint of its color,
a ghost of me,
a little bit of pallor,
you must watch and wait for my leave,
i leave when it’s fading
fading away,
i leave when your happy,
smiling away,
the dust on your lip stick is fading away
your eyes are the stars
why must it be love,
because it is not a word that makes sense
love why?
love where?
love who?
its everywhere
I see it
I breathe it
you are my world
i want it
You need me
I am nothing more
without it
without it
my air is no more,
my breathing is fueled by your significant love
the love we do not share
the love that’s only in me
everywhere
i know I repeat it
constantly.
in between every breath
I feel you there
be gone thoughts
of insignificance
begone my heart of black pain and bleeding love
love so red its on your lips
yet fading away ike the eclipse
you can’t see it but once or twice
I know you want to
for even a slice of a second
—
in the rooms I feel disgrace
you have been replaced
erased
its gone
nothing at all
LIES
LIAR!
LIAR!
Who are you?
what are you?
How-
do you-
love me so ?
I see the way that you are
you do not know who you are
but I do
I see you
everywhere
explaining your beauty
that lies everywhere
you are ugly
ugly and kind
yes I must lie
to begin again
you are beautiful
the sky and the wind
love should be renamed to stars
because it’s far away from our hearts
but it is there
its there all along
In her lips
the dust that belongs
her.
—
crashing into nothing
what is a word I say?
What is the meaning?
My heart has been led astray
the words that pour from my heart
are not mine.
-not anything I’d say
I know my heart
and it is ever changing
you are there
everywhere
i know
even
even-
if you disappear
ill see you in-
well
everything
the bluest skies hold your name
a bird of feathers and heart
beating like mine
closest to the stars
which is why I’m so far
I
i want to say all these things
to show you my words
to speak my mind
to tell you of this everlasting love that plagues my entire existence
oh it must be hard
cause it seems I’m speaking this out aloud
i am
every word came straight off my lips
they poured
into a bottle
a page that I stole
somewhere I’m hiding
writing this
telling you indirectly
before you leave
before you.
disapear again.
before you forget why your here
when my words
they sounds so difficult to understand
and I know
i know it
I’m telling you
I m showing you!
My passion
my heart
the stars
the shape of your very breath
the impact it takes
when I breath in
breath out
if take a step forward
you hold me to the ground
my gravity
i stay
I stay close to you
orbiting
towards your heart
I can never give up
but I can never say
that I love you
I could never give it away
—
you dont love me
i know
i do.
its so simple
to tell you with words
for my heart to say it clearly like I am thin air
a window of time
where you can see everything
take an x-ray
my heart sits beating
and it’s purpose is
well.
its you
I know
I’ve said that so many times
ive repeated things
ive said words here and there
that seem similar
and that’s alright
I’m simply speaking my mind
a letter?
No
a poem
i tried.
i sung it.
i spoke it.
i thought it.
i wrote it.
and now it stays within my heart
as words that mean something
as words that impact me with the weight of a bag of bricks
a stupid stupid metaphor
i tried it
cant you see
im expressing the raw feeling of my beating chest
im inserting them into your brain
and you listen
you read
I’m sure so many have already left
a glance at words and thoughts
poems are feelings
a heart is a feeling
it’s all of them
and that’s where I come from.
i live there
in my heart
where I forget things
and cry
and laugh
i laugh a lot in your presence
I breath through roots connected there
and that’s the first thing I didn’t say aloud in a while
but I must say something
my thoughts are of you
everything is
and it’s fading away
because you’ll never be in my grasp
and the meadows stay forever empty
as I lay
contemplating my love for you.
im sorry.
i love you.
goodbye.
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