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How often do we dare to change our lives? Namely, pay attention to the most secret desires and fulfill them. Does not matter. They have good or deeply vicious and vile undertones. What is the source of these desires? we? Is it anyone's fault? How can we judge how vicious they are and how virtuous they are? And when is the day of reckoning?

Adam was a good guy. He read a lot of books, he was smart. But what is life? Relax by the sea while watching the sunset from your luxurious hotel room. Drink delicious drinks, eat delicacies, dress stylishly and elegantly? May be. His life was vanilla, comfortable and moderate. He never burdened himself with going anywhere on his own, he had a personal driver. Every morning he practiced sports, in which he succeeded, and during the day he only did what he studied. He studied at the university and listened to boring lectures, plunging into the world of jurisprudence. And everything seemed fine, but he was dissatisfied with his own life. He never wanted to offend anyone and was a sweet, polite boy, so he always suppressed his own desires.

He hid a diary in the closet, in which he wrote down his hobbies, which he was afraid to talk about. His life, dead and colorless, seemed to him mundane and boring. But it was scary to dare, because sometimes you don't want to offend your loved ones and destroy the hopes placed on him. He allowed his fantasies to take him to all corners of the hell he was so afraid of, but which he was so interested in. He wanted to taste this hell and find his truth. Sometimes you need to listen to your desires, but sometimes you need to fear them. "Today, no matter how absurd the proposals, I carry them out." He said about himself, looking at himself in the mirror, buttoning his black shirt. On this magical summer day, he Adam won a tournament and dared to go with his best friend Eliot to a bar that was recommended to them as the best. "Garden of Angels" is a charming peaceful place not for the rich, it has a calm atmosphere with dim lighting and live jazz music. It was the first offer he could dare. He lied to his father about going on a date with Katie. He was very nervous.

-Look, Adam, after you win, you have to have fun.

-Eliot....the coach forbids drinking alcohol and our parents don't know that we are here? I have to meet Katie....

- Your girlfriend will wait, you can try another one! Just kidding! Just have fun!

Eliot and Adam in the company of acquaintances, loud laughter, insincere toasts.

Adam tries alcohol for the first time in his 20s

Everything around is gradually spinning, inside is warm, feelings are released.He goes to a bar to order alcohol and be alone.

- Hey bartender, can you pour me something? -looked at the name -Oh, your name is Lucien, nice to meet you, I'm Adam.

- I suggest you stop drinking for a while because you might get sick. I see you are a little uncomfortable here.

- Well, I've never been to plases like that.

-But why?

- Because I'm a professional fencer and I'm always learning. I do not have time

- Your life is boring

- Why is it boring? Today I won a championship, I know several languages, I participate in various charity events, and now I have to intern at my father's firm, which is one of the best law firms.

- In such a life there are usually few real and bright feelings, but work is not bad either.

-Are you saying I'm boring?

-I doubt it, but the fact that you are handsome is undeniable.

Adam looked away and blushed.

- Sir, there is so much in the world that can inspire you to seek new impressions and feelings. Just live! Your life, and in no case not the life scenario that your father approved for you.

Adam listened to these words as a revelation to himself. Few people spoke to him so sweetly and sincerely.

Sometimes simple phrases at the right time, said by special people, can change us.

His heart sped up for some reason. And he did not want to return to the company with which he came. Who only flattered him for money. Maybe this is the person, maybe he will open this world. Adam really wanted someone with whom he could be different. He is like that only with his diary.

- But what should I do to make my life change and become interesting? Where to start?

- First, do something that has never been done before.

Lucien looked into his eyes too directly and openly, he touched him. Adam couldn't look away and at the same time it was too hard to look.

The music continued to play sluggishly.

- Сan I tell you that you are handsome? May I suggest you just escape somewhere?

- speak, I'm listening, don't be afraid..

Adam drank a glass of bourbon, which the bartender Lucien poured for him with a gentle smile. Adam got up from his chair and looked him straight in the eyes.

-I'd like to invite you to have a drink with me, and then try something we've probably never tried before.

- What exactly do you offer?

- Can dance, together ha ha ha

The bartender set down the bottle he was holding and beckoned him with a finger.

Adam was confused but reached for him over the counter. Lucien leaned down and whispered something. Which made Adam a little dizzy. He turned even redder and his throat was dry.

........................................it was the second offer....

- I will take my coat, I will wait for you outside.

His hands were shaking.

-See you soon.

He had a sly but satisfied smile on his face. And this evening will be for Adam the beginning of the end of his old self.

But what can happen?

"Have I ever kissed a guy? No, but I've always wondered what it's like to kiss a guy? Lucien flirted with me and looked into my eyes,as if i prey.. I wonder what would have happened if I'd agreed to have sex with the first person I met ? I couldn't even imagine. But I would like to know what it is"

The darkness hid the silhouettes of two people who were not in love, but just wanted to have fun, and they found each other.

Lucien knocked Adam off his feet and left him naked. Adam's naked pale body was especially expressive on the red carpet on which he lay. He exhaled heavily, anticipating an interesting continuation.

- You have such pale skin and a beautiful body. What a sweet lotus fragrance you have.

Kisses after kisses that became more and more passionate and deep.

Neck

Shoulders

nipples

Navel

Lower And below.

...................................

The light fell softly on Adam's seductive face, which was red and sweaty from these new sensations. He was losing all ability to perceive reality, he was dissolving in this moment, but at the same time he was very excited.

There was a long moan that hit the walls of the blue room.

- Be a good boy Adam and don't be ashamed. You can't be ashamed of pleasure.

....to be continued.....