I get pushed down by him.

His lips taste like strawberry. "Shall we get started?"

"Wh-Wha-What?!" I blushed. "N-N-N-No!"

"I'll take that as a yes." His deep voice comes into a whisper. He lays it on me.

//////////////////////////////

Before December...

"Ahh...I can't believe break is coming back." Hidemi stretches. "It's so cold!!"

He's wrapped up in a blanket. "Hey, Hyun Oh~"

"No," I answered. I'm in bed. I hate the cold season. I HATE IT.

"Hyun Oh, do you mind to share?"

"Share what?" I looked at him.

"Geez, don't glare at me." He chuckles and starts to walk over. "Do you want to go out?"

I shook my head, "I'm cold and I don't want to..."

Hidemi sighs, "Why are you so grumpy..."

Because I'm cold.

I groaned and turn myself around.

"Are you on your period?"

"SHUT UP!!"

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Within a few hours, he came back with a box wrapped up.

"Who's that for?" I questioned.

Hidemi sighs and shives, "It's for Hona...I think you met her before." He yawns, "Just bought her new hairbands and other things to keep her hair long..."

I nod. "Okay...?"

Hidemi looks at me, "So...still grumpy?"

"It's cold..." I pout, "Why do you keep making fun of me...?"

"You're just that easy." Hidemi chuckles, "Oh, do you want to come with me to a party?"

"No."

"Why not?!" He gets close to the bed and kneels. "Pleaseeee!!"

"No."

"Whyyyyyyyyy!!"

"What kind of party is this...?" I questioned and looked at him.

Hidemi thinks, "It's actually a birthday party for Hona...that's why I went out and bought her gift. It's just gonna be a few friends, I guess..."

I sigh, "I guess I'll come..."

"Yeeaaahhh!" He falls on the floor. "OOOOooooooooohhhhh~ The floor is nice..."

"What the--??"

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A few days later...

"Hidemi, I already told you. It's not a party, I don't like having birthday parties anymore..." Hona sighed. "Good to see you, though."

"Yeah, good to see you, too." Hidemi groans and crosses his arms. "WELP, HERE'S YOUR GIFT."

"THANKS." Hona and Hidemi and sarcastically playing along.

Hona closes the door.

I sigh, "I'm going to go home..."

Hidemi shook his head, "No, let's just spend the day with hot cocoa..."

"Hot cocoa?"

"Yes."

"Hot. Co-Coa?"

"...yes."

"H.O.T. C.O.C.O.A?"

"OH MY GOD, YES!! DAMN, DON'T SPELL IT OUT IN ENGLISH!"

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Getting hot cocoa was a good idea with him. For once, his cheeks are red along with his nose.

"Ahhh...it feels so good..." Hidemi sips it.

"Yeah..." People are passing by while we drink. "It hasn't snowed yet..."

"Maybe it will," Hidemi smiles. "I can't wait to visit my friends..."

"In America?"

He shook his head, "No, I'm actually gonna visit them in Tokyo. It's just that we haven't seen each other since high school..."

I nod. "Ha...that reminds me...."

I didn't really have friends in high school or middle school. I only called them classmates.....

"So, what are you gonna do for break?" He tilts his head, "You gonna sit in bed all day?"

I nod. "Yep."

IT'S FUCKING COLD OUT HERE!!

"Pft-hahaha. Seems like you for the past week." Hidemi sips his hot cocoa. "Do you want to do something together?"

"No." I sip the drink. It's darn cold outside.

"Aw, really?" Hidemi sounds disappointed. "I was really hoping that you'll say yes."

"..." I stayed quiet. What was he going to say...?

Hidemi sighs, "Eyy? Are you blushing?"

"It's fucking cold..." I whisper. I just noticed there are elders out here. Fuck.

"Haha..." Hidemi smiles, "So...do you want to go on a date with me?"

I paused. What....did he say?

I turn and look at him, "D-D-Date?"

He nods, "Of course."

"Y-Yeah," I whispered again. "Umm....wh-when...?"

"Whenever you want to go on a date," Hidemi smiles. "Of course, when you're ready."

I sip the drink, "O-O-Okay..."

...

As we were walking back, I couldn't stop blushing.

FUCK.

WHEN I'M READY!?

I DON'T KNOW WHEN I'M READY!!

WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?!

"Are...are you okay?" Hidemi looks over my shoulder.

I covered my face, "Yeah!"

"Nope." He pushes me to the wall. "You're blushing..."

"N-N-NO! SH-SH-SHUT UP!!" I push up my hoodie to cover my face.

I CAN'T HANDLE THE FEELS!

Hidemi laughs, "You're so cute..." His face comes closer, "I can't hold back anymore..." Hidemi pulls the zipper down on my coat and shows my face.

I blush more, "H-H-Hidemi...."

"Hmm...?"

"I-I-I-I-I l-like you...." I whispered softly.

He smirks, "I like you too..." He whispers and softly lays his lips on mine.

"Mwahh..." I moan as he lets go.

Hidemi chuckles, "Good boy..." His tongue slips in and he starts.

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"That was so embarrassing!!!" I yelled and fell on my bed.

"I know..." He covered his face. "Oh my god, I can't believe that happened."

"I'm never doing that again with you in public..." I muffled from my pillow.

"Look, I'm sorry!!"

"No, you're not!!"

Hidemi pauses, "Okay, I'm not sorry. But I know how you feel when you're embarrassed because I am too!!"

"You suck!!"

"And you swallow!" Hidemi tries to pull me off the bed, "Now come on! I'm sorry!!"

"YOU JUST SAID YOU WEREN'T!"

"I KID! I KID, BOY!" He begs, "Pleaseee~"

I pout. "You're going to get a punishment in 30 seconds, tell me what you did wrong."

"What?!"

"25 Seconds!"

"UH--So, I kissed you close to the dorms and we started to make out, I accidentally touched you on the booty area. Then an elderly couple called us out and told us to--"

"5 SECONDS!"

"THEY CALLED US OUT BY SAYING, 'YOUNG PEOPLE ARE SO CUTE THESE DAYS.' AND YOU GOT EMBARRASSED AND WE RAN HERE!!" Hidemi breathes heavily.

"Negative 3 seconds, you failed."

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" Hidemi gets on top and lays on me. "I sorryyyyyy!!"

"No! You're going to get your punishment!" I tried to get up.

"Hyun Oh, noooo~" He gets up and tries to fight me off.

Why the hell are we holding hands??

"Let go," I demand.

"You have to say the magic--OW!"

I quickly hit his head with mine. "You're acting like a baby..."

"Because someone is making me act like one..." He's pouting now...

I chuckle and lay on the bed. "You're so hard to handle..."

"So what?" Hidemi sighs. He takes a glance at me, "Is it bad...?"

"Sometimes...." I smile.

Hidemi sighs and rolls his lips. "Hmm..."

We stayed quiet.

...

"Do...do you want to go on a date still....?" He mumbles. He seems so scared...

I smile and sit up, "If you don't do those things in public, yes."

Hidemi smiles and pecks my lips, "How about if I do it here?"

I blush and push him away, "I'll hit you."

"Awww--so mean!"

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All of this....I don't know if we're dating. We kiss each other at some points.

But are we really dating...?

"Isn't that friends with benefits?" Ken looks so nervous. "Man, I never knew you would--"

"I would never!!" I shout. "Ugh...I don't know what to do."

"Are you two going on dates?" Ken eats his food. "Are you?"

That's right...

"He did ask me if I wanted to go on a date with him." I covered my cheeks, "It's just that it's up to me to tell when the date starts."

Ken stops chewing. "You're seriously going to spend time with me than with him?"

"Just eat your food...."

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Maybe Ken is right. I should spend time with Hidemi than doing my own thing...

Ding!

[I'm on my way home, do you want anything from Breakfast Palace?]

....do I?

"You're seriously going to spend time with me than with him?"

[Could you stay there?]

...

Ding!

[Why...?]

'CAUSE I WANT TO GO ON A DATE WITH YOU!

[Just stay there!!!]

...

I never ran so fast in my life.

Hidemi turns and looks around.

"Hidemi!" I shout.

He turns my way, "Shit, did you run here?"

I nod and pant, "Um...ha...ha...do you want...ha, to have a date now?"

He pauses and leans down to lift me, "Yeah..." That smile....

My cheeks are burning MY FACE AGAIN!!!

Hidemi chuckles, "You're so cute..."

"Sh-Shut up..."

...

We walked around and we talked about everything we saw. Hidemi kept tripping a lot. I kept smiling and laughing...

He pokes my cheek. "I like it when I make you smile. Just the best~"

I covered my smile, "I'm not smiling..."

"Pft--hahaha, wow." He laughs out loud. "Heh, you're so cute..."

"Why do you keep calling me cute?" I looked up at him.

Hidemi shrugs, "Everything you do just wants me to do this--" He grabs me and swings me around.

"Wahh!!"

"Hahaha!!"

He puts me down and bear hugs me tight. "Awww, don't be scared!"

"I'm not scared! It was so sudden--"

His...his lips landed on mine. As he lets go, he smiles...

"I really like you...." He kisses me once again.

I blushed more. His lips separate from mine.

I looked down, I can't even look at him. "I-I really like you too, Hidemi..." I fall into his chest.

I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING LOOK AT HIM!!

Hidemi chuckles and puts his arms around my body. "Ah~ cuteness overload!" He hugs me tight. We stay still for awhile...

I...I....really do like him. Huh....

He lets his arm fall and slides to my hands. Hidemi's forehead touches mine, "Do...do you want to...um..."

I push my lips against his.

...

As I push away, I saw him cover his forehead and turn away.

"Well...umm....hahah..." He chuckles and looks at me. "Do you want to hold hands?"

I look down, we were already holding hands...

"I mean as we walk!"

I look back up. "S-S-Sure!" My cheeks are burning me.

...

We walked around. We talked and laughed...

We...we were holding hands...

Would you call this dating...