“Surprised you came back.” The madman smirks.
“I thought you were supposed to be smart?” I snap back and somehow notice the bird shoved in the trash. I feel my mouth left open for a second and then shut it feeling annoyed that it bothered me. Maybe because other than necessities it was the first thing bought for me in a long time. I don’t check if the madman isn’t watching. I pull its dirty, soft body from the trash and get back into the car silently.
I keep my head down as we drive and then finally feeling incredibly thirsty, start going through the bag. He bought a bunch of random snacks and drinks, like he wanted one of everything.
'He doesn’t know anything about me at all.’ I pull out some sort of rehydration electrolyte drink and sip on it. It tastes nasty so I guess it would actually do what it said on the bottle. I adjust in the seats laying longways looking out the window. He had grabbed my blankets and pillow. I guess that was nice to lay against, versus my backpack. I hate how much I mess with the stupid plush bird, cleaning it up the best I can.
“I'm glad you like it.” He says eyes in the mirror. I look away feeling annoyed and grumpy being cooped up for so many hours.
“It’s not the same.” I mutter. I purposefully put the plush somewhere safe and roll over to try to get some sleep. He makes that dark throaty laugh that he does whenever I let him get under my skin, ‘which is all the time.’
“I wish you hadn’t killed it,” I feel my throat squeeze and close my eyes tightly. He doesn't move or say anything so I just close my eyes tighter before relaxing, begging sleep to come take me and let me momentarily forget about all my problems.
I open my eyes aware that I’ve been nodding off a lot, the psychopath is completely silent. He seems determined to drive through the night. I yawn and stretch sitting up to look around. I can barely see anything with how dark it is, only what the high beams light up. I lay my head on the passenger seat looking out the front windshield as I start to wake up more and process everything.
“How can you be so calm about that...thing?” I say softly. He looks over a little and then pushes me back a little bit.
“Shouldn’t you be wearing a seat belt or something.” He presses coldly.
“You plan on hitting the breaks really hard?” I ask annoyed.
“It’d be funny to see you fly through the window.” He grins. ‘Click.’ He hears as I secure the seat belt snorting, “Have it your way.”
“Answer my question.” I say starting to get a headache from him. Loosening my seat belt so I can reach where I was before.
“If you’re talking about being stalked and hunted it doesn’t bother me.” He says coolly. Then reaching into the snack bag opens a granola bar eating it. I don’t think I've ever seen him eat normal food before. I guess he is a human.
I turn back to the road and then reach for the radio, I tense as he gets weirdly still. I hit the button and wait as the radio turns to the last station that was on before. He turns his head a little bit as I scroll through the channels until I find the only available rock station.
It’s strangely quiet though so the radio tower must be far away. I lean my head on the passenger seat again playing with whatever caught my attention.
A string coming loose from the seat, my hoodie strings, a tag.
“Do you have to constantly be stimulated?” He asks bored.
I make a face and move away from him back into the backseat. “It’s nothing, just normal kid shit. I am a kid, remember.”
“You're like what, 14?” He glances in the mirror to see my annoyed expression when he intentionally guesses too low.
“Yeah.” I say to annoy him back sarcasm dripping from my voice. “I’m just big for my age.”
He frowns and then goes, “Oh.” The radio picks up a little bit and then goes quiet again.
“Why did you show up?” I ask gritting my teeth.
“Hm?” He digs in the bag again and starts eating an energy bar.
“When my social worker called you, why did you pick up? Why did you show up and go through the whole process to adopt me?!” I exclaim.
“I was just committing to the part.” He smiles, clenching the wheel tighter for a second.
“You-”
“And it looks better.” He continues, “Hiding out in the woods all day people think you’re suspicious, but showing up to court to adopt a kid, enrolling it in school, taking care of it. People think you’re normal.”
“It.” I scoff. “So I’m your cover story.” He nods. I look away, then on a whim I blurt, “You forgot to enroll me in therapy.” He doesn’t immediately respond. “You want to play the part of a totally not psychotic animal-murdering piece of shit? Then you gotta enroll me in therapy, my parents died and I was in the foster care system for years, a normal uncle would make sure to put me in therapy as well.”
He keeps driving and then says, “I know.” I don’t know why but that pisses me off more. I feel my heart racing from anger and have to lay back down turning away from him.
“You think I’m a psychopath.” He says it slowly like a statement. “But you keep trying to get an emotional reaction out of me.” He looks back to see if I was capable of hearing him. My headphones are down around my neck. Apparently that was all he was going to say. I curl up tighter.
“You’re an animal murderer too.” I mutter.
“I enjoy killing them, yes.” He says straight faced. “But they aren’t animals.” I frown remembering the confusing “skin” of the creature in the woods.
“Why?” I clutch my bird plushie torn from wanting to know but also scared about what his answer is. He doesn’t answer and I close my eyes letting out my breath.
I want to ask if he also killed people and that reminds me of my real uncle, who died even before my parents did.
“How did you find him? Dead or did you…kill him?”
The man sighs and reminds me, “I already told you I didn’t kill him. I had seen him in town and went to his home to find him already dead.”
“That’s really convenient.” I interrupt unconvinced.
“I followed a lot of the town people. I was looking for an identity to take on at the time.” He gestures vaguely, “Imagine my surprise when he doesn’t come back down during his monthly food restocks.” He slows down a little bit as the road becomes more serpentine.
“If he wasn’t already dead would you have killed him?”
“Maybe…maybe not…there’re plenty of empty houses in the mountains and woods.” He stretches his back out a little, apparently able to get stiff. “I just lucked out, that's all.”
“I won’t hurt you unless you put me or my work in danger.”
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