8 (1)-On a regular basis

Garrett's pov

Wow, I can't believe I'll be going to Brandon's tonight again.

When he said he'd think about it, I didn't think he meant to call me and even two days in a row. And now I'll be seeing him again today. I thought we wouldn't see each other until next week. He seemed like he would go to his usual gay bar...

But if he wants to see me so soon it must be a good thing right?

I hope it is.

And I feel even more happy to know that he seems to want to see me more than going to the bar or so he says. This means he won't be with another guy tonight, he'll be with me!

I love that, it means he wants me. I want him to only want me, I know selfish, but I've never liked sharing my partner. This whole hook-up thing is new for me but for Brandon, I'll do anything.

Eager to go see him, I rapidly pack some things and get out of my car.

It's a chilly night again so I made sure to wear a coat, I hope Brandon isn't cold.

I start up my car and immediately drive to his apartment. Even if it's only been a few times I've gone there, I know his address by heart, silly I know but I can't help but remember the little details.

As I drive in the night, I make a few stops at red lights and I can't help but look around. I've never noticed all the details around Brandon's apartment. He lives directly around stores and convenience stores.

I wonder where he works...If only he would tell me.

I get there and park in the street.

I get out of the car eager and text Brandon to let him know I'm here. I take out my bag, lock my door and then walk to his apartment building.

I get there, go up the stairs, and knock.

He opens the door and he smiles seeing me and I do too.

"Hey,"

"Hey," He smiles.

I like seeing how eager he is to see me. It was such a relief to know he didn't want to see me anymore, now I can tell that he's equally happy to see me and that makes me happy.

I put down my bag on the floor.

I choose to kiss him, showering him with my happiness and he kisses back equally eager but it quickly turns more intense as he locks his hands around my waist.

"Excited to see me?" He grins and I nod.

"Yeah...it seems I'm more interesting than the gay bar?" I attempt to tease and that seems to surprise him.

"Hm, yeah, you're much more interesting." He grins as he draws me into him and I gasp.

We look face to face to each other and I can't help but notice his every feature, especially his eyes, I love how they look at me with such interest, I wish they'd always look at me like that.

I lick my lips and then he closes the space between us.

We explore each other's mouth and I taste his tongue, filled with saliva.

I hold on to him, my arousal increasing as I enjoy being so close to him.

I really hope it becomes a regular thing. I want him to surrender to me.

I take matters into my own hands.

And I pull away to breathe shortly and as I do, I can't help but notice his Adam's apple moving and even surprising myself, I immediately go for his neck. That seems to startled him slightly.

"Ohh, growing bold tonight?" He grins, as he teases and I look up.

"Yeah," I say smiling with a whispery breath and he smiles, lust growing.

"I love it," He smiles and I take his praise as a sign to continue going on.

I continue where I left off, I kiss and suck on different parts of his neck enjoying it and he does too as the pace of his breath turns faster and he draws me in even closer.

"Careful, you'll leave a hickey." He smiles breath whispery and the mention of a hickey worries me, I've always been careful to not leave one on him...

"Sorry, um, can I give you a hickey on your neck...?" I ask careful but hopeful he'll let me, I like the idea of leaving one on. Leaving one on Brandon of all people, I kinda want people to know next time he goes to the bar that he already has someone...

He grins and he takes me by the chin.

"In here no one is sorry," He smirks suggestively.

"Is that a yes...?" I ask unsure and he grins.

"Yes, I don't mind, do you what you want, baby," He grins.

What? Baby.

"Baby?"

"You loved that nickname last time didn't you?" He smiles and I blush embarrassed.

"Yeah, I did,"

"Then go on, visible or not I don't care, tonight I'm all yours." He smiles.

Tonight I'm all yours...I can't help but think about that and I love that idea.

I go for his neck again and unlike usual I let myself suck on his neck. He groans.

Suddenly he pushes us and we land on the couch. I was sure we would go to bed...

I end up on the back and him on top of me and this position is...

Suddenly he sits down on his knees and lifts his shirt off and it's his bare chest that's exposed to me. He smirks mischievously and the way he looks at me...it seems like he's eating me
up with just his eyes. I love it...but that's not the only thing that's even more mind-blowing in this position.

Wow...seeing his chest in all its glory...This hasn't happened to me in many years but I can feel my mouth water even if this is not the first time I'm exposed to his chest, but he can't see that, how embarrassing.

"Why...are we on the couch...?" I ask confused trying to hide the fact that I like it more than I thought.

"What? You've never done it on the couch before?" He raises his eyebrow smiling.

"Oh um...no I prefer on the bed..." I say embarrassed hiding my growing arousal.

"Ah yes, you like the proper way, but...how about we experiment tonight? It'll be fun." He grins and I can't help but surrender to him.

"Yeah...I'd like that," I say giving out my excitement more than intended and he grins even more.

"See I knew you'd say yes, even your cock agrees with you." He grins as I look down below, argh yeah it's getting quite tight down there but I won't request to be pleasured first, I want him to pleasure him, I want him to know how glad I am that he chose me over the bar.

"Yeah, I am," I smile boldly and he grins even more.

I intended to try to be bold even if I'm new to this but he surprises me first, he tugs at my shirt and I nod.

I take it off early and his eyes seem to hunger for more.

He suddenly surprises me by closing the space between us and starting to kiss me on my neck and my collarbone.

"Wah," I say startled and he grins.

"Now it's my turn," He grins and I let him gladly.

He goes about it for a few minutes, I moan slightly as he continues to kiss me all over my neck and my chest, at times my nipples too, and then eventually he goes lower and his eyes turn more lustful and I shiver in anticipation.

I'd prefer it if I could please him but if that's what pleases him, who am to say no?

I'm just glad I'm the one in his apartment tonight, for a second night and I'm the one he wants. I want to believe he's chosen me and now he'll want to see me on a regular basis, I badly hope so.

"I sense that you're quite excited that I take you in." He smiles and I nod.

"Yeah, I...I love it..." I say embarrassed I'm admiring that I love doing it on a couch even if it's a bit immoral to me. I mean...it's Brandon, I'll do anything he wants at this point.

"Oh, so you like the idea of doing it on the couch after all?" He teases me mischievously and I turn pink.

"Yeah, if it's with you yes," I admit and he grins.

"I can tell we'll be having a very fulfilling night." He grins seeming pleased and I smile.

And in that moment, I hope that he'll be the only guy with whom I'll do this on a regular basis.

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Last night was indeed a very fulfilling night as he has said. He had been extra experimental and we even did it on the couch after all. I can't believe I did that. This is not like me but I feel like ever since I've met him I've felt like my sexual self has been reawakening. It had been repressed for so long that I hadn't known that I had such sexual urges, nor would I have thought I'd like having it so much with a guy such as Brandon.

We ended up doing multiple rounds and last night...I don't know if I imagined it but it felt like we were into two together, I felt like, he was surrendering to me and I feared less that he'd leave me. I feel more confident that there'll be many encore between us and it might become a regular thing between us.

The last few times I never knew if he'd wanted to see me again but last night just showed that I'm the one that he has his eyes on and it makes me extra pleased. I like to think I'm the only one even if on the one side I know his lifestyle...

And last night as we were about to bed I had hoped he would let me cuddle him through the night like last time but he refused...

And this morning, I had hopes that he'd treat me differently, but unfortunately, he didn't. Even if it's a Sunday he had to go to work and I had to leave immediately after.

I kinda wish deep down he'd take a day off for me but I guess not.

But as I did the last time, I respected what he wanted and left quickly. After all, I need to do anything I can to keep him to me. I want him to keep going back to me, I want this to go further, I hope that maybe one day we'll be more. But I guess for now, I'm just willing to do anything to make Brandon want me, even if for now it's putting aside my interest to keep getting to know him.

Regardless, after I eat breakfast at mine and take a shower, I leave my house.

About that, I was originally planning to visit my parents yesterday as I usually do on Saturdays but I was still recovering from yesterday with Brandon.

I mean I'm still a bit sore on my behind but it's alright I'll get used to this, you have to when such a guy like Brandon gives you such pleasure.

I get in my car, I go to the store to pick out a bouquet for my parents and then I drive to my childhood home.

I get there eventually, I park in the driveway, lock my car and walk to the door. I choose to knock on the door even if I have the keys to this house.

As the door opens, I get greeted by my mom who is wearing a lovely dress today.

"Hey, mom," I smile.

"Garrett, I'm glad you're here, come in." She smiles happy to see me.

"Here, I bought this," I smile softly and she fakes a gasp.

"Again? Garrett, you really don't have to do this all the time you know? We're more than enough pleased with your presence." She says unwilling to accept.

"I know but I can't help it."

Then suddenly my dad comes in the doorway.

"Hey, Garrett, you made it. You brought a bouquet once again. Is it only for her or it's for both of us?" He teases.

"Silly dad, it's for the both of you." I smile as I chuckle amused and he chuckles.

"Let's go talk at the kitchen table. I'm sure plenty of new things are going on in your life." My dad grins.

How does he know? Is it that obvious?

We go sit down in the dining area.

"I made some cookies, do you want one?" My mom asks and I nod.

"Yeah,"

"Hey, what about me?" My dad whines and my mom smiles.

"I didn't you ask for one." She smiles.

"Can I get one cookie, honey?" He grins and she smiles.

"Yes, dear."

She goes to get some cookies in the kitchen and she hands us our cookies.

She sits down at the table like we did prior.

"So what's new with you? It feels like we haven't heard of you in a while." My dad says first curious and I know they are dying to know.

Last week I didn't go see them and I haven't told them much, that's a long time for me as I'm used to seeing them each week.

"Well, for starters, we have a new employee at my job," I say smiling remembering Rachel at work and my parents' eyes light up, especially my mom's.

"It is a boy or a girl?" She asks curiously and I chuckle.

"It's a girl, her name's Rachel," I say smiling lightly and my mom seems slightly disappointed.

"Oh, I had hoped it'd be a guy. Do you get along with her?" She asks a bit disappointed but remaining curious, my dad also listens intently.

"Yeah, her desk is next to mine, we get along, and I think she might be my friend." I smile at the idea of finally having a friend.

"That's great, we're glad that you're making friends." My dad says pleased.

"You should go out with her sometimes or bring her here." My mom says enthusiastically. Oh, I haven't thought of that.

"You think I should?" I say hesitant.

"Nonsense! What are friends for?!" My dad faking outrage. Dramatic much but I'm used to this.

"Oh maybe I should, it's just that it's been so long..." I say thinking about the past.

It makes me melancholic but my parents notice that and decide to change the topic.

"And what about that guy you mentioned that other day? Have you managed to find him again?" My mom asks curious but I can tell she seems a bit unpleased about Brandon.

Oh yeah, I haven't told them anything new since I couldn't bring myself to. Manda knows I met him again but that's all, but not my parents.

"Yeah, I did, I actually found him that same night and I've seen him a few times since," I say smiling.

"Really? That's great. So are you thinking of dating?" My mom asks intently and so does my dad.

Oh...right, they wish I'd be dating him by
now but that's not the case right now. I've been hooking up with him. But I doubt that they appreciate that, they are very traditionalist. Hooking up is kinda immoral for them.

But should I tell them?