She answered: you heard me very well James, I hate you I really do.

 James tried to understand her condition , whatever she says she must has good reasons , so he smiled gently at her : I won't get mad on you Rose , I can't do anything with that 

Rose: I want you to get sad , I want to make you feel with the same pain I got in my heart , and if I don't have the right to love I'm gonna hate you instead, believe me , I won't show in your live ever again, I won't call you, I won't text you, I'm never coming back until I forget about you and succeed take you out of my heart completely.

 She said what she said but her eyes were saying something different, her eyes were telling him to hug her tightly, they were speaking loudly asking him to kiss her slowly but she; but she was afraid to take the risk again. 

He preferred to keep silent without adding anything or even try to discuss it with her , he just took her to the airport. Before she get inside she looked at him for the very last time she wanted to hug him so badly but she wasn't sure about his reaction, he realized how her lips were shivering while her eyes were shining because of the tears she was holding . just then he ran towards her took her into his big warm arms.

 he smelled her for the last time , she let her tears run like a river she was happy but sad in the same time, her body was cold the moment he kissed her gently on her sweet big lips she was so happy that he kissed her by himself like this for the first time, she let herself enjoy the moment maybe there's no other chance in the future.

He broke the kiss and said: I love you as a friend, but maybe one day, one day I shall be yours. I need you to have good life , enjoy every details and let your heart open to anyone else not only me Rose , and if we were ment to be for each other I'll find you , just make sure I love you for sure , perhaps not in the same way you love me but I really care about you and feel happy with you.

Rose was going to add something, he stopped her: you know I hate saying goodbye , just go and don't turn back just look into your bright future someone is dying to be with you someone better is ment for you , go

James went into his car , he drove to his house, while he was driving his phone rang it was his annoying friend Tacker , he picked the call up while his phone was on the wheel.

Taker : aniyong Jamse(안아영 재의믓)

Jamse closed his eyes trying to calm himself : make it fast Tacker , what do you want from me this time??

Taker replied in a cold tone : shame on you , is that how you talk to your older friend, I'm your heyong naughty boy ,oh my heart , do you want me to call to your mother or what?

 James wasn't in a good mood for such conversation, he asked him to speak up or he will end the call, Taker stopped teasing him he said : remember last time we decided to go to the club I hope you didn't forget about that like always James don't you?

Jamse answered : No i didn't, I still remember, what you think i am forty!! I'm not like you old man, whatever, what about Tinny Timmy is he coming too or not?

Taker replied : i was talking to him an houre ago and yes he said he is gonna come ,and he will meet us there .

Jamse : OK fine. See you later then. 

James hanged endedd his quick call and focused on the road to get home, after half an hour he got to his house. He used to have his exercises when he feel bad and that was exactly what he did as soon as he arrived, after time he had a shower and went to sleep exhausted,empty and sad , he slept for Very long time. Poor Jamse I think he really miss something.

At the evening a loud noice was coming from his door , the ring was so annoying beside all of this and that phone started to ring. What a poor Jamse all he asked for was and wanted was just some rest who would be that Meddler, whom keep knocking on the door!!

He woke up angry and went to open the door while he was cursing of course, it was Timmy knocking on the door while singing and Tacker was dancing full of joy ! each one of us should have this kind of cheerful annoying friend in his case he got two unfortunately

Jamse : what the hell , what was the urgent thing that made you two woke me up from my fucking deep sleeping bitches!!?

Timmy: oh my god , what a naughty boy, no one told you that you should talk to your hyoungs with respect , little James!?

Tacker: yes , i called him yesterday and he closed the call while i was still talking, he is such bad boy , but it's our fault after all we keep treating him like a baby ,we spoiled him a lot ,Timmy.

Timmy: unfortunately my friend, that is right .

Jamse left both of them on the door keep talking and went inside , his hair was sexy; when James wake up he look even more sexy , and if you just had the chance to see him after having his shower you would wish to be under him if you are a girl , if not you would doubt about your sexaul orientation.

 However , Timmy and Tacker got inside the house they do visit Jamse alot they even have a copy for the key but they love teasing James every time they had a chance to, his house seem to be thier second house. They feel themselves home. 

He went upstairs while Timmy entered to the kitchen took two bottles of beers , for him and his mate Tacker no need for Jamse to tell them that to make themselves free they already act comfortable. Specially Timmy whom have being sitting on the sofa outside in the livingroom legs up on the table watching TV in a good mood.

Tacker : what is that ? , why you didn't get ready yet !! we are late already James , come on don't say you changed your mind bro .

Jamse : its like I don't feel like I wanna go Heyongs , I don't feel so good , I'm not in the mood.

Timmy : leave him alone Tack let's just go without him maybe he is Hidingng something from the two of us and don't want to share , its OK just you and me let's go, I just remember something you know what !! I heard that the Global IT band is preforming tonight and I won't missed that, only you and me will be there two, he winked to Tack 

Tacker: ohhh !! yeah I remember, it's ok Jamse you shall sleep now and have some rest we will go, as soon as we finish our beer.

For real, I mean like clup, Drinks , Music ,Girls and Global IT band , how could he say no to this especially when you are Jamse .

The plan worked smoothly after twenty minutes Jamse showed up well dressed, sexy as fuck

Jamse: I'm ready leshgoooo to the club dearest friends.