let me vent here. i don't care if i sound really emotional right now. if my art here looks shitty. if the art style doesn't even fit the emotion needed. i have to get this out of my system.
y'see, ever since i started talking to you guys, i had this ecstati feeling and urge to be clingy and noisy around you just to show how much i adore all of you but i think i'm overdoing it. not because anybody told me so. it's because even i get annoyed to myself. soemtimes, there are words i say that might or might not hurt the person but i don't like it when i blurt out things i didn't want to say. sometimes i think i get too carried away. like i just say stuff i want to say and i know im repeating myself but i don't like it when i pour so much that it overflows on my emotions and thoughts. maybe it's anxiety kicking or maybe just this deep thought that suddenly floated on my mind. the thing is, i've decided not to talk too loud here anymore. before, i was the girl who pours off compliments but stays out of contact but now that i gre close to you guys, i'm overdoing it. *LONG DEEP SIGH* i think i'm gonna sleep this off.
P.S. i still love you all but i'm gonna restrain myself and confine myself much more on my comics and art. i'd be the same, just... a tad bit quieter? it's better than regretting horrible words i enter on this site.
P.P.S. NAHHH I DONT NECASSARILY NEED HUGS BUT IT'S OKAY IF YOU GIVE ME ONE <3 i'd appreciate it.
P.P.P.S. HA! you thought this was gonna be a cute comic then you're wrong. it's me vomiting my feelings and thoughts on the comic. bleurgh. <3
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