"Friendship above all.."
Chapter 19:
Sleepover gone wrong
CLARKE POV:
Girls came into my tent screaming out of excitement, they honestly looked as some 5 year old kids who finally got a fair amount of their favorite candy. They put their blankets and pillows all over and my tent soon became a cozy and furry area. The time flew by really fast and soon we got to the 'game' part of the night. I was guessing we were either to play 'Never have I ever' or 'Truth or dare' since those two games were O's favorites.
''Okay, let's play truth or dare!'' Octavia shouted. Why am I not surprised?
''How do you play that?'' Scarlet asked with confusion filling up her face, making her red in cheeks.
''Well basically you choose either a truth or a dare and if you pick a truth, anyone can ask a question and you have to answer truthfully while as for a dare, someone will give you something to do/say and you have to do it! Whatever it is.'' Octavia explained with excitement.
''Fine but nothing dangerous and too embarrassing, okay?'' Scarlet begged while Raven and I laughed.
''Fine.'' Octavia winked while Scarlet's worried expression calmed down a bit.
We took a bottle and spun it around, it landed on Octavia.
''Truth or dare?'' Raven asked while letting an evil like smile escape her lips.
''I'm gonna start easy, so truth.'' Octavia said grinning.
''Do you love or like Jasper?'' Raven asked while Octavia searched for an answer.
''I kinda do both, I'm in between.'' Octavia pleaded.
''Well, fair enough. You ask. Spin the bottle.'' Raven told her with a smile. The bottle landed on me.
''Well,well,well.'' Octavia smirked, ''Truth or dare?''
''Truth.'' I replied while lightly shaking, who knows what will she ask.
''Do you like my big brother?'' She asked with a wide grin on her face.
''Umm, what- no?!'' I stumbled on to my own words, why did this feel so wrong and awkward? Clarke you don't like Bellamy! He's a jackass! Well, a sweet jackass lately but still!
''Clarke, when you pick truth you need to tell the truth.'' O let out yet another famous Blake smirk.
I blushed. ''No, I don't like him. Hell I don't even know him that well!''
''We can arrange that.'' O smiled, evil-ish.
''Next! I ask!'' I told while I spun the bottle which landed on Scarlet
''Truth!'' She responded immediately.
''Hmm, do you like anyone and who?'' I asked, chuckling. Scarlet lightly motioned her head up then down.
''I do. I mean I did, as far as I know he died..'' She told us while our expressions became dull.
''Okay next! I ask.'' Scarlet broke the silence and the bottle landed on Raven.
''Umm, I'll do truth.'' Rav told.
''Hmm, who was the last person you slept with?'' Scarlet was getting a hang of this, O even sent her a proud look while grinning. O and I both were prepared to hear Finn's name but what she said shocked both of us to the core.
''Be-'' The only thing I heard was Be?
''What?'' O repeated.
''Bella-''
She started but my mind shut himself off, unable to listen to the rest of her sentence. My eyes fixated on the blank point somewhere within the cozy tent. My head lowered itself down and I had a weird feeling in my gut. It tear through me. The next thing I know, Octavia is snapping her fingers in front of me, calling out my name.
''Claaarke?!'' She called out.
''Mmm?'' I finally snapped out of my trans. My face uncontrollably turned towards Raven while I clenched my jaw and fists.
''You okay?'' She asked nicely while Scarlet just plainly looked at me with understanding.
''Yeah, I just- I just feel sick , I'm gonna get some air. Be right back.''
I excused myself and headed towards the exit. I grabbed a blanket and moved the curtain which allowed me to exit the coziness and warmth of the tent. I was now facing another one of the Earth's cold and dark nights. I quickly approached the area where our campfire laid. I light it up and sat on a not so comfortable trunk of tree.
My mind wondered off to Raven and Bellamy. Was it just a kiss or was there something more? It must have been more since Bellamy is not a guy to just kiss a girl and be done with it, well Scarlet did ask who did she last sleep with and she said Bellamy which must mean she did- they did.
'Wow' - I thought to myself. How can you be so stupid? I asked myself while thinking of my previous drama with Finn and Raven. I ran off to get some moonshine and as soon as I did, I drank it all at once. I poured a little more into the cup and went back towards the campfire. I finished the drink and the liquid burned my throat. I shook my head and stared blankly at the fire, I may have drank too much?
''Why is the Princess sitting all alone in the dark?'' A familiar voice spoke, I turned around and the devil stood before me.
''What do you want, Finn?'' I gave him an annoyed look and then turned my face towards the warm fire.
''Relax!'' He brought his hands up in surrender. ''I was just wondering why were you alone.'' He told.
''I don't want to talk about it.'' I said.
FINN POV:
''I don't want to talk about it.'' She said so emotionlessly but yet her eyes indicated hurt.
''Clarke-'' I took her soft hand into mine and soon she met my gaze with a slight resistance.
''Whatever it is, I'm not gonna pressure you to tell me, but know that you can always confide in me.'' I told her while never in one second releasing my gaze over her.
''Finn, I don't know what I feel. I am not supposed to feel anything about the situation I just experienced but I can't help it, I feel so betrayed even though it wasn't a betrayal.. I-'' She looked so confused and broken.
Without thinking, I wrapped my arms around her, holding her in a tight embrace. To my surprise, she didn't back away. She returned it and laid her head on my chest while the warm fire heated up our surroundings. Soon enough, she released herself from our little embrace and gazed over to my eyes. I so wondered about what was she possibly thinking about. Her hands were still on mine but the distance between us now measured around 5 or 6 inches.
I gazed over her beautiful golden hair and her uneven curls, my look wondered from her hair to her astonishing sky-blue eyes. It wondered towards her perfectly sculpted features and her rose, warm toned lips. I was still in love with her.
CLARKE POV:
I stayed calm while Finn's look traced along my features,hair,eyes and then finally lips.
My thoughts wondered off. Maybe I was starting to like Bellamy, I mean I always found him attractive but he was nothing more but a rebellious leader. Now that I think about my unexplained reaction, maybe I did feel something.. but whatever doubts I may have had about him, weren't worth it. It just all so happens that he slept with yet another girl from this camp and that girl just so happens to be Raven.
First she broke the connection I had with Finn and then she broke the only else unexplained feelings I had towards the one guy that made me think he seeked redemption, the guy that made me overlook all of his flaws and made me look at this cruel world differently.
I was pulled away from my thoughts when I felt Finn's soft fingers tracing across my skin. In the moment I didn't care about anything and anyone, I had shut off my humanity so to say. I clenched my jaw at one second but in the next, I calmed my whole body and emotionlessly carried on with whatever the hell I wanted.
I felt dizzy but it quickly passed.
I put my hands on his face and brought him closer. I closed the gap between us by gently pressing my lips onto his, he quickly released to look at me and I nodded in agreement. He let out a small smile before crashing his lips on mine. My hands went through his long dark hair while his moved towards my waist. His lips lowered down my neck and I moaned in pleasure. I gripped tightly onto the back of his shirt while the marks he left were moving towards my chest.
''Clarke?'' A cracking voice came through. Finn and I separated and by the look on his face, he wasn't pleased with the sight in front of him.
''Clarke? Finn?'' I recognized the voice from no one other than a special brat from this camp who meddled with other people's relationships and friendships.
''Raven.'' I spoke up calmly, I even let out a small smile. Making my face look bitchy.
''What- what is this?'' She questioned. ''You- you said you needed air.. I wanted to see if you were alright.. you didn't come back.'' She justified her presence.
''I'm fine, you may go.'' I said carelessly. Finn shot me a confused look but I shook it off.
''Clarke-'' The fury arose in her voice and eyes. Raven clenched her fists at me while taking a fair distance between us.
''I said you can go.'' I frowned my eyebrows at her while commanding her to leave.
"He doesn't want you, no one does. You lose." I added carelessly.
''You bitch.'' She yelled.
At the moment she finished her sentence, she marched towards me but was stopped by Octavia and Scarlet.
''I'LL GET YOU FOR THIS YOU FUCKING BITCH!'' She screamed while her hands flew all around and her looks of fury went towards Scarlet who was holding her by her waist, not allowing her to move.
''I SHOULD BE TELLING YOU THAT RAVEN! YOU RUIN EVERYTHING YOU TOUCH!'' I snapped, she started resisting the girl's grip, she screamed in anger and soon the majority of the camp was on their feet, confusingly whispering and observing the situation.
At this moment, I felt a slight of dizziness and a pounding in my head. My thoughts were suddenly blurred and thinking wasn't clear. An odd feeling pulled my feet towards Raven and words just came flooding out.
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