Sitting up, at first I really couldn’t recall where the hell I was, but it all came back to me. The door to the bedroom was open and I could see the living room, and could hear a TV. Laying back down, I wasn’t really in any hurry to get out of the warm soft embrace of this blanket. Checking my watch, it was well into the afternoon and here I was still lazing about. Groaning, I sat up again and wiped my hands over my face. Pushing the blankets down my legs, I just wanted to sleep more.

Getting out of bed, I stretched my arms up to the ceiling. Letting out a moan as my back and shoulders popped, seemed to beckon Kylian to me.

“How was your nap?” He asked, his overly white smile peaking out from behind his lips pulled into a cheeky smirk.

“I could sleep longer, honestly.” I muttered. “I should go check on my daughter.”

“I did that for you an hour ago. Alexi, Creed and your adorable little daughter were heading out to go to some winter festival, and Alexi wanted me to keep you busy. Seems he isn’t quite ready to give you back your daughter.”

“They are quite attached to my daughter. To be honest, I am very thankful for that. It hasn’t been easy the entire time. But I was firm in that I would raise her to be a lovely woman. She hasn’t ruined my life, like the woman who gave her life claimed keeping her would do. It was her body and her choice in the end, but I am grateful she asked me for my input on the situation and would carry our daughter to full term and birth her, even though she made it clear she wanted nothing to do with the child.” I said, rattling on about more of my personal life than I really thought I should, but it felt nice to get it off my chest to someone other than my family.

Kylian had a soft frown set on his features. “I highly doubt that little girl could ruin anyone’s life. She is a sweetheart.”

“She didn’t get that from me. My behaviour is… deplorable. I shouldn’t have allowed you to bargain with me using your body, and I apologize for that. I think---”

“You should stop thinking, Nikki. You see, I’ve had time to stew in my thoughts about what you’ll be like under those clothes, and I must admit, I want to see you cry again. If you are deplorable, then I am beyond any word fitting my actions.” Kylian said, his voice low, and every word made me hang on, craving another. I wanted to know what his voice would be like with him pressed up against me, whispering disrespectful things while he linked our bodies.

“You’ve seen me cry?” I asked, as I tugged at my shirt.

“When they brought you home,” he said.

“Oh. I suppose a bunch of people saw me in tears then.” I said.

“You’re probably right.” He said carefully, but then his tone changed. “But I doubt they had the thoughts I did, Nikki.”

Opening my mouth to speak, my stomach grumbled, and Kylian raised his eyebrow at me. “Do you want something to eat?”

“Um, that’s unnecessary.” I said politely, and he frowned.

“I’m feeding you regardless, but perhaps it would be better to wait until after we settle the score.” He smirked again.

“Us having sex is not some score that needs to be settled.” I grumbled, and Kylian seemed conflicted on what emotion to show. “If we are having sex, I think all that clothing needs to go.”

“Right. I could lose a few pieces, that’s for sure,” he said.  

Crossing my arms, I watched him strip down to his jeans, removing his belt, and popping the button. They hung low on his hips and exposed his dark grey boxers.

 “I hope you don’t mind if I keep these on,”

“Suit yourself. I really only need your cock, anyway.” I muttered, even though I didn’t feel great about the words as soon as they left my mouth. He didn’t respond to my comment, though something in me wished he would have. I would have deserved it completely.

“Your turn,” he said and nodded at me.

Tugging off everything from the waist down, my shirt was the only thing I kept on and it hung loosely on my torso. “Got lube?”

Kylian left the room, coming back with a brown paper bag, and pulled out a fresh bottle of lube, the price tag and safety seal still on the bottle. Out of the bag alongside the lube were condoms, and I eyed the size on them. I was pretty damn curious about what this man was packing. Pulling his boxers down, he stroked himself, and I reached out to help him.

“I don’t need your help.” He muttered, and there was a bitterness under his tone that I picked up on right away.

“Right, I just wanted to help.” I said and grabbed the bottle of lube off the bed.

“I’ll stretch you----”

“Don’t worry about it. I can do it.” I said and opened the bottle, tossing the plastic seal on the floor and sat on the bed. Tucking the hem of my shirt in my mouth, I leaned back and made sure that I could reach my hole to stretch it out. Pouring lube on my fingertips, I lightly wiped it on my rear. Carefully, I pushed one finger inside, and quickly, a second one right behind it.

I was rushing to stretch myself out. I could feel Kylian’s eyes on me. He was watching me, but I didn’t look up to meet his eyes, not once. I wasn’t sure how I thought things would go, but it wasn’t like this.

He reached for a condom, and I heard the foil rip and watched from the corner of my eyes to see him sliding it on his cock. Slipping my finger out of me, I rolled over and reached off the bed for my boxers.

Kylian took that moment to grab my hips and yank me backwards.

“Let me wipe my hand.”

I heard and felt the cold lube on my hole as he shoved two of his larger sized fingers inside my hole.

 “You’re still too fucking tight.” He hissed. He worked his fingers on my hole, and I wasn’t that fond of it. Yeah, it felt kind of good, but it wasn’t what I was looking for.

He must have decided that I was loose enough because he pulled his fingers out, and added more lube before I felt him press his cock into me. Prepared for that inconsiderable amount of discomfort, I took a breath.

Slowly thrusting to open me up, I bit down on my knuckle. How the fuck was he this goddamn thick? I felt like I was being opened by a submarine sandwich, not his cock.

“Shit. Fuck, you’re still too tight.” Kylian groaned.

“Listen here, you should have clarified that you were expecting me to bottom for a submarine sand—” His fingers dug into my hips and delivered one painfully deep thrust “Ugh!”

He rubbed my back, and it did nothing for me, or the feeling of being full of him. Letting out a shaky breath, I spoke. “I swear the god, you better be all the way in now.”

“I am.”

“If you weren’t, I might have actually tried to kill you.” I whined.

“I apologize. I am a little thicker than most.” He said.

“I’ve figured that out.” I hissed.

Kylian began to move his hips, slowly at first. He added a little more lube to the situation, and he was sliding in a touch easier. The pain was adding to the feeling of pleasure that I got from being overfilled with him. Every thrust he made had him grazing my prostate, and I couldn’t say I wasn’t happy about that. I was fully fucking hard again.

Reaching between my legs, I wrapped my hand around my cock and stroked with the rhythm of his thrusting. He rolled his hips deep into me, and I felt his cock flexing inside of me. I waited for him to say that he came, but he kept going. I couldn’t help but moan and gasp as he continued to thrust into me. Letting go of my cock because it was too much pleasure. He spoke low. “Can you feel when I flex inside of you, Nikki?”

“Yes,” I breathed out, my voice filled with desire. “I can feel every flex, every movement. It’s incredible. I’m so full,”

Lifting my head up for the first time, I noticed the long mirror over his headboard, and I saw as he smirked, clearly enjoying the effect he was having on me.

“I’m not done yet,” he whispered, his voice dripping with seduction. He increased the pace, driving deeper into me, and I could feel my arousal building. Again.

As he continued to pleasure me, I couldn’t help but lose myself in the overwhelming sensations. The pleasure was so intense that I could hardly form coherent words. All that mattered was the ecstasy we were sharing in that moment. Sounds fell from my lips as a deep orgasm ripped through me, and I was positive that was seeing stars.

“Mm, that must have felt so good, Nikki. I didn’t even have to touch your cock. You came hands-free. How exciting! Let’s find out how many times more I can do that to you?”