Dark Desire.

Foreword.

I don't laugh anymore, these aren't children's games... your belt makes a sound when it unbuckles and I don't know how I should accept it, we can say that it's part of an innocent game between father and daughter or this stopped being a game a long time ago, because looking at the clock it's 3 in the morning again, but for some reason your call keeps coming into my mailbox, I don't want to answer it, but it's necessary to do so I suppose this is okay, and I think I know you well, therefore, I can decipher you and I want to get out of this hidden hole, but like many times before, you tell me again that it will be the last time, that you feel alone, but all this is upside down, because for a while everything is fine, but you have a big mess in your mind and that's why I don't want to believe you...

YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME, BUT YOU DON'T LOVE ME!!!

You're only used to having me close, to me being the first thing you can see and notice when loneliness wins over you again; I'm clear about what you prefer, but I'm not being honest with myself because I'm flying the nest, but I'm scared dad, I don't want to let you go, I always end up coming back to you again and again because you've become my refuge and my safe place.

I GUESS IT'S NOT TOO BAD…

I don't want to continue in a relationship with a newbie who doesn't know anything; I need someone to punish me, reprimand me and educate me, someone who isn't pretending to be a man but really is one, I don't want a child or a boy, I want a rewarding experience that stays in my blood for life, that makes me feel like I'm alive and that I haven't died, because that kind of love still exists, it's forbidden and I know it, but it's much better to do things secretly, in silence in a place where no one can judge our way of loving.

I guarantee that I will take you to paradise, even when the world is turning and we're not looking, what some don't take care of, others take advantage of.

I want you to take advantage of me, use me as your toy daddy, I want to try again and again and again…

Many say that you are used to having me and that is why you cannot see other flowers around you, but I must confess that I do not want you to see other flowers, because if you do, I will poison those flowers so that they do not touch my damn things, because if the good ones go to heaven and the bad ones go everywhere, you stay by my side, because there is something that I want to show you, and it is to prove to you that it is not an obsession what I feel for you nor a new experience that I desire, because what I feel for you is a kind of love that is only seen once in a lifetime, trust me.

Don't be afraid because at night there is only one way, let's do it in the dark, at the time you usually call me, because when I look for you you start to question where I'm going to take you, knowing that with me you don't have to worry, prepare me and give me your body today, but first you have to relax with a shot of whiskey that falls on your strong chest... you know why I looked for you.

I know that it intrigues you and that's normal, but you haven't prepared me since always... and that's just how I am, you know that this is until the body can take it...

DO IT ONCE MORE AND YOU'LL SEE THAT DESIRE LIGHTS UP JUST BY HEARING YOUR VOICE SAYING THAT I AM A GOOD GIRL...