This is unfair! I dont wanna die so young, I am not even an adult. In a world where the average age is over 270-300, dying at 18 is like a premature baby dying, uhmm it got too far i mean, 25 years will be an adult at least, why do I have to live my whole life in four walls, constant pain and agony due to mismatch between my body and mental strength which was as big as sea, when I was small it was still bearable but as i got bigger it got worse, so constant going to hospital for weeks in a world where as long as a breath is left, one can get up in two days from warehouse feeling well and good, although same cases like me happen even those like ancient human without mental strength are there, whom I met to make me feel better oe have social group although all of them felt depressed but my case was a sure fire death from start, thakfully I am a genius so from young age, even in orphanage one could see me extraordiness from a three year old me, when I was taken under care by government and lived with best facilities, only doing required work but no freedom although even if I had my body couldn't bear it. During hours of break, my favorite was to go surf star network where i could feel like a normal person as if living a second life, if only I could stay there forever but no way I wouldn't be a ghost in network like some weirdos did and caused turmoil, moving on although many wishes unfulfilled but life has come to an end so what can one do, hopefully there is a next life where if I could only be healthy which would be enough and bring so many possibilities, just as I was about to sink into oblivion a voice sounded of a complete stranger '.....its her..... start the experiment..' and a shadow of him walking towards me which was strange as this was a closed hospital nobody would come here and after all my efforts government wouldn't experiment on my body, like basic respect and its not like my case is too special, oh well I guess I would never know or so I thought....