I did not regret what I did, but I immediately
sensed the next day that something in the four eyes had changed. I did not suspect
that the girl would finally follow my advice and let him know everything.
Somehow, I bet she was waiting for the Eros part of him to fully develop. He
didn't even look at me, although I stared at him quite insistently, and usually,
he somehow reacted and tried to find me with his eyes.
Was my behaviour already bordering on being a
stalker? No. I was just satisfying my curiosity about the four eyes and Cupids
in general. I would treat it as scientific research that I had the opportunity
to conduct since I had two of them at my disposal.
Kiyoshi walked towards the vending machines, so
I followed him. Admittedly, I still had no idea how he should repay me, but it
didn't hurt to just annoy him a little and maybe learn something interesting. I
stood behind him and looked over his shoulder to see what he had chosen. So
banana milk, I wondered if that was his favourite, or if it was what he liked
most about what the machine had to offer.
I dug a coin out of my pocket and was going to
use it now that I was here. But when I reached out, he grabbed my wrist and
pulled it away. Although this contact lasted only a few seconds, it felt like
an eternity, and the skin where he touched me seemed to burn, but the warmth
that spread around was surprisingly pleasant. It took me a while to recover
because nothing like this had ever happened to me before. I haven't heard that
Cupids have any physical abilities. Kiyoshi was saying something to me, but I
didn't hear him the first time.
"Choose," he said, pointing to the
machine.
I quickly found my favourite aloe vera drink
and waited for further developments, my hand still burning. The four eyes
pulled out a bottle and handed it to me.
"We are even for everything," he
announced in a firm tone and turned on his heel.
I wanted to say something, but I ran out
of words, which was very rare for me. I could only watch as he made his way
towards his class, and Hamada joined him after a while. When he saw her, he
immediately beamed and smiled. I frowned, I was sure that the girl, like many
others, had a crush on Tachibana. However, I found her hovering suspiciously
too close to the four eyes, and it annoyed me a bit.
Immediately, my mood broke down and, to her
misfortune, a girl from my class nabbed me. I looked at her and analysed how I
could hurt her. She'd always taken care of her hair and had a flawless
hairstyle, but today she had run out of time and was extremely worried about
it. I sped up to catch up with her and bent over her.
"Did you oversleep today? " I murmured.
"Everyone will notice, don't worry, but maybe they'll be kind enough not
to point it out to you."
She looked at me behind the tears in her eyes,
hoping that somehow she would be able to partially cover it up and no one would
notice for now. She was wrong, I wasn't the first, but no one else would care
to get her down. I wanted it to bother her all day, to worry about being talked
about behind her back. I looked at the keychain, meeting today's quota should
be a piece of cake.
It hit me, especially after being a bit more
with Kiyoshi, that I miss the days when I wasn't like this. As a child, I took
an interest in history, I read books with facts, educational fairy tales,
and everything in order. I loved dressing up as different characters, acting out
scenes in front of my father and then in front of my kindergarten friends. It
was then that my great dream of becoming a history teacher was born. I decided
that despite the bad opinion this subject has, under my wings, it deserves to
be called my favourite one, and I would be the coolest teacher.
When I was twelve, her genes kicked in, and my hand
went automatically to my pocket and tightened around the keychain. At least
she took an interest in me and relatively checked in on me when I was going
through my headaches. I had so much in common with the Cupids that we suffered
similarly and were helped by the same mixture of herbs. Fortunately, in my
case, it only lasted two weeks, but after that, everything changed especially me. Suddenly, from a boy dreaming of being a teacher, I became a grumpy,
mean teenager who had no respect for anything or anyone.
I had everything handed to me on a platter, I
knew where to hit and what to say, so being the bad guy was never a problem. At
first, I believed it was my duty, after all, I was helping my mother, thanks to
me, she grew stronger, I had to be like that. That's why I gave up my dream
too, because I knew it would be stronger than me and the people around me would
only suffer.
However, I had to find something to do to keep
from going crazy, and once, while walking, I saw an old man sitting in front of
an antique shop. His eyes were closed, and he was breathing very shallowly, so
for a moment I thought he was just dead, but he opened one eye, then the other,
as soon as he sensed my presence.
"What is it? I have a client," he
said cheerfully. "Well, I need to finish the break sooner."
He invited me in and encouraged me to look
around. I took a hesitant step as I looked at this collection of various
objects. I looked around under the watchful eye of the old man, he hardly
watched me as if he suspected I was going to steal something, but with the
usual interest and politeness.
After a few minutes, a small wall clock caught
my attention, I looked at the owner and asked if I could pick it up. He agreed
with a smile and told me how the first owner was a woman, and it was a wedding
gift from her husband. After their deaths, he ended up in the attic of their
daughter's house. Their granddaughter found him, but he didn't fit in with the
modern interior of her new flat, so she brought it here and is now waiting for
someone to take it back.
"Maybe you want to help this clock so that
its story doesn't end here?" asked the old man.
I don't know why, but I agreed, and I didn't
even have to pay for the clock. I would come home strangely happy, I wanted to
show off this to my father and ask him for tools. Fire up the computer and start
looking for ways to restore the clock to its former glory.
Unfortunately, that day, I found my guardian
lying unconscious on the table after drinking too much sake. He was mumbling to
himself, and I could finally understand that he didn't understand why I had
changed, how tired he was of constant meetings with teachers or unpleasant
comments and looks from the neighbours. He was angry at himself for not raising
me well.
It hit me surprisingly hard, I helped him to
lie down, and in my first impulse of anger I wanted to break the keychain, but
the little damn thing was indestructible. I couldn't back out of it, no one
could, but that day I decided to do the bare minimum. I started to hate myself
for the compulsion to be evil that sometimes took over me, especially in the
presence of Cupids, no, I corrected myself, only in her presence. With Kiyoshi,
the need to hurt others was almost nil, and I missed that feeling. Passing by
their class, I wondered if he would change soon too, or maybe the fact that he
appeared so late would not significantly affect his character.
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