“So I can explain,” Gideon blurted out as I met him in the lobby of the hotel. I laughed a little and went in for a brief kiss, but got a hard one in return that seemed to communicate Gideon’s utter panic. “I can explain,” Gideon said again in a hurry when he parted. He immediately wrapped his arms around me and fully clung to me as we went to the elevator, walking me to the corner to press against me as other got on with us. “So I wasn’t being creepy or – that wasn’t the intent!” He rushed, “Its just that I really, really like you and I didn’t want to fuck it up, and the only way I know how to not fuck shit up is to, you know, set reminders for myself, and that’s why-”

We reached his floor and I slid past the others with Gideon still clinging to me.

“I was just trying to make sure you knew how much I loved you, and I’ve never been in a relationship before!” He stressed as I half dragged him to his room, Gideon fully plated against my chest, arms locked around my back and neck, our steps stumbling because our feet were pretty much on top of each other.

It was hard walking like that, especially since he was a bit taller than me, but I wouldn’t have changed it for the world.

I had missed Clingy Gideon so, so much.

“And it’s different with novus, so I was trying to pull as much information on dating novus as I could, and the clerk at the bookstore said those were the right books, and freaking Morgana gave me those mags, which she said helped her secure her novus husband, Howie, and-” He curled a leg up around me waist and I reached down to pick him up, easily carrying his bigger body. “I just wanted you to know I don’t ever want anyone else than you Laurie!” He said as he wrapped his other leg around me, my hand patting around the wall when we reached his door. “I don’t want you to doubt my love for you, and I want you to know I love you for more than your dick! And mouth. And ammmaaaaaazing ass.”

“Gideon, I’m not upset, I promise,” I said firmly, Gideon’s looked of intense worry slowly fading, the tension in his body visibly and slowly relaxing. He sighed and laid his head on top of mine as I struggled to look around him, finally finding the code pad. I put in his code and the door unlocked so I could carry him in. “Seeing all your notes actually helped really...put me at ease about where we stood. The only reason I suggested that you see what else was out there was because I was worried that I might not be your type, and I see now it’s not that simple-” He kissed me then, stretching a leg out to kick the door closed and I kissed him back, meeting his hunger and clear pent up frustration with my own.

And he responded immediately. He moaned as he worked his mouth against mine, kicking off against the wall so I stumbled to carry him toward the bed.

There was a struggle to get our clothes off while Gideon still had his legs wrapped around my waist and his arms around my neck, but when he finally growled and gave up, falling back onto the bed I was standing right next to, he frantically started to strip out of his clothes while I took my time, pleased with these developments.

When Gideon was naked he slid off the bed to wrap his arms around me and hungrily kiss me, one hand holding onto the back of my head while the other hold onto my wrist as I slowly undid the three buttons on my pants, toeing off my white runner shoes. As soon as my pants were down, he pressed his hips forward to start grinding his stiff cock against mine, his hand releasing my wrist to hold onto my hips as he leaned his forehead down to touch mine. We locked eyes as he pushed my boxers down and Gideon grinned.

“Can you cum, do you think?” He asked with a nervous tone in his whisper, “Can I make you cum?”

I reached out and touched his face. “Maybe, but if that happens, that usually means that we’re at the point of no return...and that I’ll be bound to you forever. Is that something you-”

“Yeah,” He said quickly, taking both of our cocks into his hand. I jerked a little at the feeling. “I want us to be bound together, I want you as my husband and mate.” He pressed a rough kiss to my lips, saying against my mouth, “I want us to be together f o r e v e r.”

“Mm,” I licked into his mouth, my vision going white briefly with how rough Gideon was being with my dick, “G-gentle,” I said, swallowing thickly, he moaned a little but his grip lightened. I pulled back a little, Gideon’s eyes snapping open to stare deeply down into my own. “You want us to be together forever-”

“Yeah,” He said with an eager nod, pulling back to release our cocks so he could wrap his arms around me and hold me against him. He grinned down at me as he leaned back so he picked me up off my feet, spinning us so I fell back on the bed and he fell on top of me. I tried to grab onto him but he was off me fast, sliding down my body to kneel at the bottom of the bed.

When I lifted me head to look down, I watched as he quickly swallowed my cock full. I hissed, sucking in a hard breath as he greedily sucked on my cock. “You want to be my mate?” He bobbed his head on my dick, making a muffle sound while his hands groped and rubbed along my body. I licked my lips as I flopped back down and settled back against the bed. “Gideon,” I gasped as he swallowed around me fully. Suddenly he pulled off and I stared down at him with wide eyes. He grinned and stood, walking casually around the bed to the bed side drawer where I put all the things I used on him to keep his room tidy.

I let out a long, slow exhale though my pursed lips as I watched him open the drawer and get out a small bottle of lube, Gideon giving it a little wave at me with a grin as he came back around the bed.

I chuckled a little before I laid back down, glancing up to where his pillows were before I reached up and dragged a pillow down, twitching when I felt him stroke my entrance with a lubed finger. He had fucked me plenty of times – I’ve rode his dick a couple – but we were always careful to avoid the prostate unless it was a go for me getting hard that day.

But Gideon went right for it this time.

I let out a shuddered breath as I folded the pillow behind my head, rubbing my hands against the bed to rub it while he stroked my prostate before I decided I couldn’t just lay here without doing something with my hands, so I sat up, Gideon grabbing my hips and yanking them so I was nearly hanging off the bed.

I let out a slow breath as he meaning against my hard cock, his fingers groping around as they looked for my prostate, because Gideon had never actually used his fingers in me like I had him, and the only times he hit it was when he was fucking me, “We need to make arrangements with the matchma-” I moaned when he hit my prostate, my head falling back as everything flashed bright, by entire body feeling like it was on fire.

I could explain the rest later, I guess.

I reached down and placed a hand on the back of his head, pulling the elastic band out of his hair to pull it out of the messy pony tail. I gently petted his hair as he sucked my cock with near frantic energy and I leaned back onto an elbow so I could watch, a low growl pulling out of me as I felt the heat that was spread through out my body starting to pool into my gut, tightening as I felt his throat work around me.

“Gideon, God, you’re so perfect,” I mumbled as I stroked his hair with my hand, his watering eyes opening to watch me as he continued to deep throat my cock. “If you mate with me, I’ll do everything I can to make you happy and fulfilled, I swear.” I panted as my gut tightened with heat and pleasure.

He hummed on my cock and I think he might have tried to squeal like he did when he got excited – I wasn’t sure, but it felt fucking amazing and I moaned at it with a knee jerk, having a brief moment of panic about whether I should try to make this last or just let it go as I felt what I hoped was an orgasm building – there was so much heat in my gut, and God, it was the best feeling, pleasure ebbing through my whole body but centering right where I was in Gideon’s mouth and where he was lazily stroking my prostate – and if this was as good as Gideon felt when I did the same for him, sucking his dick and fingering his prostate, I was going to do it to him every single God damned day!

The medication I was on gave me brain jolts sometimes – painless but suddenly electric jolts that would startle me awake or have me jerking up into a sitting position if I was laying down, and it felt like that where he was rubbing inside of me, but at the same time, so, so different. It was good, and every jolt was like liquid heat was being pushed up into me, washing over my body and growing in intensity as my core continued to tighten.

“Gid,”I gasped, Gideon humming and doing that almost-squeal he did when he was excited, “I’m going to cum if you don’t pull off.” I panted. “God I hope I am or else we’re going to have to go tot he hospital!” I got my answer to the next question of whether or not it was okay to cum in his mouth when he worked his mouth more eagerly around me, pulling in deep, hard breaths through his nose as he refused to pull off my cock.

Was this how an orgasm felt?

A tightening of everything? It felt amazing if so-

But then it all escalated and when I orgasmed, I freaking knew it for sure because my entire body tensing with such delicious heat that I made a noise I had never made before – it was a groan, or a moan, but also sort of a cry, and I think I was doing it way louder than I realized because my mind was lost in the pleasure of it all.

It didn’t last long, but God, oh God, it was so good, and suddenly I got why Gideon said he would die if he hadn’t be able to masturbate in the colony.

This was just…

God, it was so good, and once you had it, I didn’t know how you couldn’t go without it.