A Girls Worries.

  It's been a week since Sistine went to our school, and we become close friends, even Shiina, and Kaeda.

'There is only one really serious philosophical question, and that is suicide. Deciding whether or not life is worth living is to answer the fundamental question in philosophy.' Said by Albert Camus.

Whenever we think life is meaningless, or life is full of suffering, I know that something in it has a meaning and that is human, always remembered we still human beings there's only one task of being a human being, and that is to live and love at the same time and end. I will never throw away my sense of human being, because of the truth. Sure life is nothing and meaningless but that doesn't mean life is over By that means the beginning, and we just become aware of the reality itself, now time to continue to live like human beings, learn as human beings, and lastly love as a human being.

Therefore I carry on with my daily life, waking up in the morning, deciding to kill myself, or having a cup of tea if I didn't decide to kill myself, I turn on the Tv and watch some news, and iron my uniform, and go to school, and learn.

  But sometimes, fate pities me, and sometimes fate didn't show itself, and I am fine with that.

  Therefore, right now she shows her pithiness.

"Asahi-kun, let's go to the theme park tomorrow?" Hikari asked me.

  "Theme park, who's in?" I asked her.

"Sistine, Shiina, Kaeda, And Me." She said to me.

  "Then when?" I asked her.

"Tomorrow, we meet at the east station at 11:00 Am." She said to me.

  And so, I put it into my schedule in my pocketbook.

"Then see you tomorrow, for now, I will get home, and read some books," I said to her.

  "Don't be late okay." She said to me.

And so, I leave the class and walked down the street.

  I arrived at my home and continued my chores after I finished all of them, I headed to my balcony, and I sit in my comfy chair, and I opened a book by Albert Camus, and if I took, 20 pages that means its time to call it a day.

  As I was sleeping, I have been woke by my alarm clock, which I set up to wake me at 9:40 AM on Saturday.

  I prepared all my things, I grab whatever clothes my eyes lead to at first glance. And it's just a plain short sleeve polo and its color is light blue, I paired it with khaki pants, I closed all the buttons of my polo, starting at the bottom to top, and I tucked it inside my pants, and wear a belt, and I wear a watched, and so, I decided to wear my loafer.

  And so, I looked at my full body mirror, first comes in my thoughts, I looked like a French man in his 30s or 40s. And so, I grabbed my wallet, and phone and I put it from my left and side pocket, my phone is inside of my left pocket, and to the right side is my wallet, and one last thing, I put some perfume in me, the scent is quite citruses.

  Today's weather is good, perfect to go outside, so I leave my apartment and locked it.

  I check my wrist watched and it said. 10:00 AM.

And so, I walked to the meeting location.

I walked peacefully, in the street.

Finally, I arrived at the meeting spot, and I am the only one there, I checked again my wrist watched. And it's 11:10 Am.

  And yes they're late, well I am not conscious about it, I just wait here.

Finally, someone called me, behind me. "Asahi-chi!" And it's Shiina, with Hikari, Sistine, and Kaeda. Looks like they meet each other first, and head to the meeting place.

  "Sorry about being late," Hikari said to me.

"No, it's fine, I can wait here forever." I said to her and joking.

  "Then let's go." Sistine said.

Therefore we took the train towards the theme park, they said once we get off the train it's a bit of a walk to arrive there.

  Inside the train, they all sitting on the train chair, and I was standing beside them.

And so, Shiina compliments the others girls' clothes.

  "As girls look cute in our outfits," Shiina said. She is wearing, a white T-shirt and a checked long sleeve colored red, and she was wearing pair of jeans short.

  And while Hikari, is wearing a blue one-piece, Sistine wearing a blouse and color lavender, and she was a long skirt and color gray, and Kaeda is wearing a t-shirt and color black, and she was wearing a knit cardigan, and its color white, and she was wearing jeans.

  They all compliment each other, and suddenly they compliment me. "Asahi-kun looks like a man in his 30s, and you look like an adult already," Hikari said to me.

"Thanks, I supposed," I said to her.

  "Hmm, he looks like a man, who is going to work," Sistine said to me.

"No, No, he looks like our father." Shiina teased me.

And Kaeda laughed at Shiina's joke.

Therefore, we get off the train and walked towards the theme park.

  We stood the line to buy the ticket, and I realized many families and couples were standing behind us.

  And so, the line moves.

We get our ticket, and so we headed inside the theme park.

  Suddenly Shiina looks excited, of all of us.

"Where we should ride first?" She asked us.

Suddenly in the distance, there's a roller coaster at the top, and so it falls. Therefore you can hear the screaming of scared people.

  And yes, they decided to try it, we stand the line at the roller coaster.

Suddenly, Kaeda and Sistine come up with a game we can play once we're on the roller coaster. "Let's have a contest, whoever screams first, will lose, and will pay for our food."

  "That sound fine, let's do it." Hikari said and, Shiina said.

Therefore, we all sit in our sit, each sitting has two people, can sit.

  And so, Shiina, and Kaeda, and Sistine, and Hikari, and I am with some stranger.

Therefore the roller coaster moved, and so were finally rising to the top.

  Suddenly Shiina shouted. "Don't forget our promise."

And so, the roller coaster drop.

The velocity is too fast when were dropping, and I heard Shiina screaming, even Kaeda, Sistine, and Hikari. And I was just chilling like hell, it's like I am dead as the roller coaster falls.

  A few minutes have passed, the four of them exhausted from screaming, and I am just calm.

  "So who screams?" Shiina asked.

"Not me." All of them declined that they scream, so they continued to tell who scream.

And I said. "All of you shouted."

"EH!" All of them reacted.

  "So all of us will split the bill?" Shiina asked.

And I replied. "Not me. I didn't shout."

"Unfair! Best of five! We ride the next one." And so, Shiina pointed at the Viking.

And again, we take the line, and we sit with each other, I am in the middle of them.

  Therefore, the boat has begun to rise, and after we the very high, the boat stops.

Sistine reminded us about the promise. "Who shouted will lose."

  Therefore, the anchor that holds the boat at the top, drops, and so the boar swings left, and right, and so, again the feeling is like my heart about to burst out my chest, not at the ride, but at the bar that protects us.

  And so, all of them scream, and I just chill.

Therefore the ride takes us minutes to finish, and we get off.

And so, they asked again who scream. And I said. "All of you again."

  "What? So we're all tied?" Kaeda said.

"Not me," I said.

"Let's settle this for once, if Asahi-kun shouted first he will pay, forget the best of five, we will ride all the rides here, till Asahi-kun shouted." And so, Hikari said

  They ganging up to make me pay the bills of the food.

"Fine by me," I said.

  "Asahi-chi looks confidence, I am sure this one will make you shout." And so, Shiina pointed at the Drop Tower.

  Therefore we stood the line, watching others, and I counted the raised of the tower and the drop. And the tower took 60 seconds to reach the top, and the drop took 10 seconds.

  So I know now the time of drop, I will not feel shocked.

Therefore, we rode it, and so we raised at the very top.

"Let's check Asahi-chi if he will scream." Shiina reminded them.

And so, at the top, you can see all of the theme parks here.

  And so, we drop.

"KYA!!!!" Four of them shouted.

  And so, they didn't watch me.

But they bought a picture of us.

"Why didn't Asahi-kun reacted?" Sistine asked me.

Well, don't know why, maybe I am a weird person.

And so, we ride off the ride just to make me scream, but it ends up with four of them screaming.

  All of them were exhausted from all the rides.

And I requested to them the last ride. "How about that one, Log flumes," I said.

  Therefore we took the line and rode all five of us in one log.

Before that they gave us a raincoat, so we will not get soaked.

  And so, the drop will arrived.

"Everyone this is the last ride, let's hope Asahi-chi will shout so that he will pay for our meal, later," Shiina said.

  Therefore, were close to the ledge and suddenly we drop.

"KYA!!!!!" All of them shouted.

  *Splash*

And so, the rides finished, and so they bought the picture.

"In the end, Asahi-kun didn't shout at all, but we get a nice picture," Hikari said.

And so, I said to them. "I pay for our meal."

"Really!?" All of them reacted.

And so, were eating together.

A few hours have passed, and we all leave the park and ride the train, the three of them have a plan after this. And so, Hikari and I are the only ones left.

  Suddenly Hikari said something to me.

"Did you have fun Asahi-kun?" She asked me.

"Yeah, I have fun. This is the first time I have gone to the theme park with you guys." I said to her.

  "Am glad to hear." She said.

And so, I noticed why they did this for me.

  "Did you all worried for me?" I asked her.

She nodded.

"Thank you for all getting worried for me," I said

  "It's nothing, it's common for friends to worry for each other." She said.

Therefore, we arrived at the area we all first meet, and we goodbye to each other.

"See you on Monday Asahi-kun, I have fun today." And so Hikari leaves.

  As I was walking to head to my apartment. It came to my thoughts.

  In the midst of nothingness, and meaningless, I found there was, within me, an great meaning, and something. And that makes me happy. For it says, that no matter what the world is meaningless and nothingness, within me, something will happen good or bad because I am alive.

  And I learned from it I learned to love and care for my friends, and to live at the same time.