Benjamin

What a horrible feeling.

Yesterday, my best friend wanted to cheer me on after what happened between me and Teddy.

He knew I was feeling down and wanted to make the most out of an unusual sunny day. So he invited me to go to the waterfalls to distract myself and maybe enjoy the water to cool off.

It was a nice plan, especially on a hot Saturday like that. It didn't take much convincing for me. It's not like we had any plans or party invitations.🙄

As soon as we got there, we heard the sound of the rogues talking. Of course, at first I didn't know they were rogues. They could be anyone. It's not like I know every teen population in town.

But what I did know is that they were werewolves. As soon as I was close enough to pick up their scent, I knew it.

There's a distinguishable characteristic scent wolves have that so clearly separates them from humans. And our powerful noses pick that up right away.

It comes in handy when we need to know what we can talk about when we're near them. It's a defense mechanism of sorts. An important survival skill for a hidden species.

Once I knew they were like me, the fact that they refused to introduce themselves. Or plainly not knowing who I am really gave away their rogue status.

I mean... who doesn't know who I am in this pack? I'm the son of the Alpha. I may not be a popular guy, but at least people know who I am.

Anyway... I don't think this trio of teenagers - who frankly looked more scared of us than the reverse - are particularly dangerous.

I'm not saying I trust any of them, but that doesn't mean they're murderous rogues.

Regardless, I shouldn't have acted the way I did. Lex was right, challenging an omega to a fight is beneath me.

I was just so mad at him.

But he was only defending himself of my accusations, not purposefully antagonizing me. There's a difference. None of them showed any aggression towards us.

Like I said, they looked more afraid of us than anything else.

I just can't believe I said that to Lex...

We've been friends for so long, always been there for each other since the first grade. Way before I even realized he's an omega.

Honestly, it was never an issue for me. None whatsoever. I'm not one of those pricks who think somehow omegas are less than any other werewolf.

I swear I'm not!

But I guess I have some prejudice hiding underneath, lurking around my subconscious. I can't believe I said 'just an omega'. What the fuck was I thinking?

No wonder Lex is pissed at me. Who wouldn't be?

He basically started walking out the path from the waterfalls into town and never stopped. I tried to apologize. I pleaded. I begged.

He wouldn't listen, he just kept on walking until we got to the car parked at the outskirts of the town.

He got inside quietly and I drove him home. That was it. He looked wrecked, so incredibly hurt. I think I saw tears dropping down his face at some point.

Honestly, it was the worst.

When I came back home, my parents were surprised to see me. They didn't expect me to arrive until much later in the afternoon.

I told them about what happened, the rogues and my foot stuck in my mouth. They were sympathetic, though wary of the rogues.

Now, it's Sunday and I can't get Lex to return a text or call. We never fight like this. We bicker a lot, sure. But never like this.

I feel so terrible. I want to blame that rogue for it, but I can't. I really wish that I could.

Plus, that other boy is very hot indeed. I can see why Lex was so enchanted by him. And that's without taking into consideration when he was fully naked outside of the river.

I mean... hot damn!

I think Lex stretched out his hand on purpose so he could see him naked. Smart bitch!😅

If it weren't for that obnoxious omega, we could've tried to get along civilly. Maybe. Or perhaps the fault lies in me for accusing them of murder.

All I know is this is horrible. Terrible end for a terrible week. The doorbell rings. I'm at the living room with my parents, just after lunch when we heard it.

When I went to open the door, hoping it was Lex - though he doesn't ring the bell when he comes. He considers himself a resident at this point - I get the surprise of my life.

Teddy shows up at the door, looking rather remorseful.

"Hi, there. Can I talk to you?" - He greeted me with a polite smile.

I'm really surprised by his visit. But I let him in, of course.

"Hi, Teddy. Sure, come on in." - I speak and make way for him to enter.

I take him to see my parents at the living room briefly. He bows his head to my dad, greets them both and they ask him about his parents.

Afterwards, I walk him to my room for some privacy. We enter and I offer him a chair while I take a seat on my bed.

"You really surprised me today. I didn't expect to see you here." - I commented, perplexed at him. He smiled nervously.

"I didn't want that last exchange between us to be the last impression you have of me." - He asserted in an awkward tone.

"I see. Well, I can respect that." - I spoke surprised by his attitude.

"I thought Lex would be here at this hour. Where is he?" - He deflected, I think.

"We had a fight yesterday. I said something stupid and now he isn't talking to me." - I replied, sincerely. I sighed in defeat.

"I'm sorry for that. I hope you two can make up." - He told me with an empathizing tone.

"Thanks. I hope so too." - I said with a longing gaze.

We stare at each other in silence as I wait for him to start talking whatever he came here to say.

Though I can clearly tell he's working up the courage to do so. I offered him a water bottle, which he gladly accepted.

"First, I want to start by apologizing to you for making you feel like you had to be hidden. That's not what I wanted, I guess I thought I could have the best of both worlds." - He said with an awkward expression.

"I get it, Teddy. You have a lot to lose by being open about your sexuality. I don't judge you for not wanting to lose your popularity. I just don't want to date anyone who needs to hide our love. Queer people fought so long to feel proud of who we are and I have no intention of going back to the closet." - I ranted.

"Love?" - He looked shocked at the choice of words.

"I was just trying to make a point. Don't read too much into it." - I replied, rolling my eyes.

He laughed at my awkwardness.

"I get it, Ben. I do. But I don't want to give you up. Even though you're less than a month away from being mated." - He admitted, looking determined.

"I understand it would be easier to just pass the time with you and make the most of it. And other boys would take that deal in a heartbeat to date someone as hot as you..."

"Do you think I'm hot?" - He interrupted me, staring me down surprised. I blushed hard.

"Come on, Teddy. You know you're hot. Broad shoulders, chiseled jawline, six pack abs. And incredibly beautiful skin." - I melted, really blushing.

I hate when hot people act like they don't realize they're hot. *sighs*

"You know, you're not so bad yourself. Don't think I haven't noticed how you bulked up in the last couple of years." - He flirted and I giggled.

"I had to train for Alpha. It wasn't my choice." - I downplayed it, reddened.

"I know. I'm sorry for bringing it up." - He spoke remorsefully.

"It's fine. But the point is: I don't hold it against you for not wanting to be out. I just don't have it in me to hold myself back. No matter how hot you are." - I stated, playful but seriously.

He laughed at my last words and looked at me intensely with a smoldering gaze that got me hot under the collar.

"I understand, Ben. I don't think you're in the wrong here. I get it." - He said, painstakingly.

He lowered his head in sorrow for a moment. I felt bad for him, but I stand by my position.

"Thanks for having me, I should get back home." - He got up from the chair and slowly walked to the door.

"Sure. Thanks for stopping by. I really appreciate your attitude." - I noted, also getting up to walk him out.

Suddenly, he turned around before I could open the door.

"Before I go, can I kiss you again?" - He asked with a pleading look.

"Of course!"

What was I supposed to say? Refuse his kind offer? Why? It's not like I got much else going on right now...

We kiss passionately for a good while. I can scent his pheromones exuding his lust for me, which in turn causes me to do the same.

Eventually, we fell to my bed kissing. My hands take possession of his body, grabbing whatever they could find.

He does the same to me, sliding his hands under my shirt to feel my skin. I enjoy his touch very much.

Drunk on lust, I removed my shirt so that he could caress me freely. He does the same and I slide my tongue on his neck, getting a moan from him that pleases me thoroughly.

He explores my torso with his mouth, kissing his way up and down with ease and hunger. I moan at the welcome contact, relishing in it.

"Consent to remove your pants?" - He asked me after a while of kissing me. I nodded along and he expertly stripped me off.

He is exposed to my hard cock, pulsating from desire. I didn't know what he would do but whatever it is, I'm here for it.

He engulfed my length with his wet mouth and the loudest moan escaped my lips. Pleasure drives me mad at this tongue sliding my shaft as if it was a candy to be enjoyed.

He positioned himself to better appreciate the moment while causing me the most intense pleasure I've ever felt so far.

He sucks me with purpose, going up and down my length with a bottled up hunger for it.

He drives me crazy with his intense tongue action, my moans get uncontrollably loud - good thing my room is soundproof - and I have to warn him I'm coming.

He barely had time to remove his mouth and I'm erupting like a volcano, coming the most I've seen in a long while.

He looks ecstatic at seeing the result of his actions, smiling as my cock emptied itself of the content, jerking me off to help the process.

After I'm done, he cleans his hand in the sheets and smiles mischievously at me. As if content with the job well done.

"Can I have my turn now?" - I asked him with a naughty grin.

"Don't feel obligated to do anything you're not comfortable with." - He told me with a concerned expression.

I smiled at him, feeling enamored by his sweet tone. Then pulled down his pants to be revealed to his massive cock.

I get wide-eyed at the monstrous thing, but don't get discouraged by it. On the contrary, I take my time with it, sliding my tongue down his length.

He moans at the soft touch and I engulf what I can fit of him, sucking him with a delightful drive. Teddy moans at the action.

Though not nearly as much as when I caress his balls. I barely have time to switch from mouth to hands when he comes profusely - and quicker than I thought.

He moaned loudly as I jerked him off to witness his large dick erupting in pleasure. I smile at the deed being achieved with ease.

Some time later, after we both used the restroom, we went back to take a seat separately.

"Thanks for that. I really needed it." - He opened up, grinning.

"Tell me about it! I so needed it too." - I agreed enthusiastically.

He smiled contently at me.

"Unfortunately this doesn't change anything between us. I'm glad we had that, don't get me wrong, but I still don't want a closeted relationship. Or whatever this is." - I cleared the air.

"I understand, Ben. It was nice to have one special moment with you." - He said, getting up again to leave.

"I agree, Teddy. Plus, I wanted to suck your cock for a while now." - I snickered, causing him to gasp.

"Right back at you, stud." - He smirked, grinning naughtily.

Teddy leaves my room and I escort him to the front door, where I watch as he gets into his sports car and drives off.

My Sunday took such a turn of events. I never could've seen this coming. Like at all. Not in a million years.

Nevertheless, I'm glad we had this opportunity to clear the air. And to be introduced to his massive dick, though I'm glad that's all we did. I don't know if I can handle anything else...

But damn, that was so hot!

I wish I could tell Lex what just happened. I'm dying to brag about it to him, but can't. This rift between us is really throwing me off.

I hate it so much. It's like I lost a piece of myself. I don't know how to act, how to feel. All I know is that I hate it.

By dinner time, my parents asked me how was the talk with Teddy, to which I replied he wanted to clear the air about something that happened at school this week that got me upset.

Fortunately, they didn't pry much. I so love them for respecting my privacy and giving me space. I know I'm privileged in this regard as not a lot of kids have this, especially gay ones.

But I couldn't have asked for more understanding parents, however being a werewolf probably helps the matter.

Though it's a conservative society, we're not that uptight about gender and sexuality. Omegas had that effect on us with their ability to conceive children.

Another thing for which I owe a debt of gratitude to people like Lex. If it weren't for them, I probably wouldn't even be considered for Alpha.

It irks me just to consider the possibility of being disregarded for a position based on sexuality. I mean... it really does.

On Monday, I went straight to him as soon as I arrived at school. I begged for forgiveness, saying I was completely out of line back then.

I even told him that if it weren't for omegas, I couldn't be the next Alpha of the Crescent Moon pack. And I love him with all my heart.

Finally, he forgave me and we hugged it out. I missed him so much this weekend. I can do without a lot of things in life, but never without my best friend.

The bell rang and we walked towards the classroom together. He caught me up briefly on his weekend as we did.

Inside the classroom, students were talking like any other day. Roger was bragging about something with the jocks and girls were gossiping.

As we took our seats, Teddy got up from his seat next to Roger and walked up to me.

"Good morning, Ben."

"Good morning, Teddy. How was your weekend?" - I smiled at him, surprised by this interaction. So was Lex.

"Funny you should ask..." - He grinned mischievously at me.

Then he came closer and kissed me on the lips in front of the entire class, who all collectively gasped at this.

Ka... Boom!

A|N: Ask and you shall receive.

Honestly, I had no idea on what to name this chapter. So this is the only song I could think of.

Next...

Something wicked this way come.

Love,

Léo.