Looking in the mirror and seeing himself wearing a suit, Jaxon doesn't feel like himself. He hates suits. And when he sees his brothers, hand in hand, he doesn't recognize them either. They don't usually wear attire that formal. Not even to mass on Sunday.
Now
they only had to survive multiple hours of church before finally going
to the graveyard and being able to say their last goodbyes after every
person that could possibly make a speech - made a speech. Jaxon already
felt like ditching when he even did as much as look at the suit -
thinking about the whole day itself, he felt even more like it. He also
desperately tries not to think about the fact that not only his supposed
uncle was going to come, but also his faggot 'boyfriend'. Thankfully
they were going to the Rossis' place after the funeral and didn't have
to endure it by themselves. Thinking about the fact that they were
probably going to live with those faggots still made him sick, but Yujah
does have a point when he says that they got nowhere else to go,
especially not if they all want to stay together.
"Hey, Lia just
texted that they have already arrived at the church. We should probably
get going.", Yujah says while putting a bottle of water into his
backpack, interrupting his older brother's thoughts. The circles under
his eyes seem even worse than usual, Jax notices. Jonah is unusually
quiet, his hand gripping his older brother's tightly. "Sure, let's go",
the oldest of the brothers says, adjusting his suit one last time. When
they open the front door they are surprised to see someone else there,
waiting for them.
A girl wearing a black blouse over a black
skirt is standing in front of their door. Jaxon scrunches his nose while
his brothers greet the girl. The girl's hair is held back by a black
hairband - Jaxon kinda expected her to wear another hairstyle for the
occasion, but then again, he has never seen her wear her hair any
different. He wonders if Yujah has. "So, why are you here?", he asks
her, not trying to hide the hostility in his voice. "I thought you guys
would like some company and I pass by your house on the way to church
anyway, so... I thought we could go together." - "What about your
family?", he asks. "They already went ahead.", the girl says. "Sure,
let's go together.", Yujah says with a smile that doesn't reach his
eyes, interrupting the exchange. Jaxon scoffs. "Follow us if you have
to", he says, glaring at the girl.
During their walk to
church, Jaxon walks a little farther back, and soon, Yujah joins him,
walking closely by his side. "Do you have to be so rude to her?", he
whispers. Jaxon snorts. "Why should I not be? She hurt you!", he
whispers back. "I'm over it, she had a good reason to break up with me
and we're still good friends. So, please, just... stop being rude to
her, okay?" Jaxon stops in his tracks. "Good reason? Yeah, right... you
know what I think? You still like her, that's why you're protecting her -
and I won't stand for it. She doesn't get to break your heart, say she
wants to be friends, and only acknowledge that you ever dated when it
suits her." Yujah, who has stopped walking as well, steps even closer to
his brother. "Whether I'm friends with her or not is entirely up to me,
you", he says while pointing his finger at his brother, "don't get a
say in that. Be nice to her, alright? I don't need this - especially not
today." With that, he speed walks up to his ex and Jonah, leaving Jaxon
behind. The older brother moves his hand through his hair. "Damn it.",
he curses under his breath. Why, just why was his little brother so
adamant to hurt himself all the time?
When they reach the
church, they are greeted by Giuliana, Ben, and David. "Is Jess here?",
is one of the first things Ruby asks. "No, but I'm not surprised - I
don't think we'll see her and Lorenzo getting anywhere near this place,
even if the world goes under.", answers Ben. Jaxon, who has also been looking around
asks where Bianca is, as he didn't spot her near the group. "Over
there", Lia answers, pointing away, where they can see her in the
distance, "talking to papa on the phone. Apparently, he can't
make it even though he promised that Giuseppe and he would be here.",
Lia says and rolls her eyes. "I didn't expect them to come all the way
here for a funeral of a few hours since I know they are busy, but it
would've been nice to have them here.", Yujah says while he looks at
Bianca, who looks like she's cursing at him over the phone - probably in
Italian. Yes, it would've been nice. But it can't be helped. Instead,
he decides to change the subject. "I like your dress.", he tells Lia,
who does a little swirl, and tells him "Thank you. I got it fitted for
today." Ruby joins the conversation by complementing Giuliana's make-up.
"I could never - and not only because I'm too lazy to put make-up on
most of the time.", she says, making the conversation flow from there
on. Next to them, Jaxon engages in a conversation about college with Ben
and David, using it to catch up with the older boy whom he has not seen
in a while.
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