Kit felt Finnley's hands suddenly halt on his back.
".......what?" He asked in a small voice. "......w-what did you say.....?" There was panic slowly integrating into his tone.
"I can't live without blood. And animal's blood isn't enough for me anymore, so I've just been restraining myself from......drinking from you." Kit felt his tongue numbing as he explained his situation to his........still lover. Not for much longer though, he guessed.
"So you're.....really........" Finn must feel so betrayed. And Kit should feel heartbroken, but instead, all he feels is this strange numbness covering his mind. It was like he didn't believe this was really happening.
Kit snorted a laugh through his nose. "There's no way I would stop loving you."
Finn was still hugging him, but he felt like a stone statue. Still as a rock. Then, all of a sudden, he took a deep breath. "How.......how could you hide this from me...? We....I.....we love each other...." He sounded so...........hurt. Kit felt like he was getting stabbed in the heart.
"...I didn't want to lose you.......my life's meaningless without you......" Kit's feelings finally caught up tio him. Big fat tears started strolling down his cheeks, and he couldn't restrain his loud sobs. "I'm one of those monsters you all hate, so just........" Just end this...
Afterwards, silence lingered. Finn's didn't say anything, and aside from Kit's occasional sobs, the apartment was quiet.
"I.......I think I............need some time to think.........." Finn finally said. It was as if he found some energy, and he quickly pulled away from their embrace. He didn't look into Kit's eyes, his gaze just wandered on the floor. Then, he turned around, and, with fast steps, headed for the door.
"I love you." Kit managed to say before the door loudly shut, and he was left alone.
Kit was kneeling on the ground, with a tear-struck face, and a big hole in his chest. His eyes, for some reason, wandered to the clock placed above the counter. Huh.....and all that took just a few minutes.
Everything can be ruined, even in a span of a couple miniscule minutes. Everything. Kit pitifully laughed at himself.
He could hear the clock loudly counting every second that's passed. ...tik...tok....tik.....tok
He was alone. Left alone from the rest of the world. He always felt like an outsider, but Finn's never-ending presence brought at least some normalcy in his life. But now, he feels so isolated. So alienated.
The love of his life just left him. And Kit has no guarantee of seeing him ever again.
Kit moved his head and felt this weird feeling clouding his mind. Like a weird pressure. All of a sudden, Kit's fangs started to grow, and the weird feeling spread across his whole body.
......?!?!? What the fuck!??! Kit stood up, but stumbled almost immediately. What's wrong with me??
Weird dark spots appeared in his vision. Soon, he didn't see anything at all. Kit dropped to his knees and started touching the floor to get some stability. His heart frantically pounded as he tried to control his staggered breathing.
Kit felt his mouth starting to water like crazy. His hands were uncomfortably tingling. His head hurt. And, before Kit could think of anything to ease these very painful and uncomfortable feelings, he felt himself losing consciousness. Am I....gonna die?? What??
There was a sharp pain in his arm, but that was all before it all faded into nothing.
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