Mond

"You are mine alone, always have been and always will be" Sol said while looking at Mond intensely.

Sol had his hands around Mond's neck as he pulled him to kiss him, his hot body moving intensely under the alpha, their legs entwined, Mond felt that this was his place, this was his home, where and with who he should be forever.

"I missed you, Sol," Mond said in his ear.

"Me too," he said, pulling the other's face so they were face to face, nose to nose.

Sonne was in front of Mond, holding his face, under him, with her legs entwined with his.

Mond opened his eyes in a daze.

A dream

After meeting Sonne again on the show, Mond thought those dreams would return, but they became more and more real. His body was wet with sweat and even without looking in the mirror he knew his eyes must be red hot, burning like that desire inside him.

Then a memory of a not-so-distant time invaded his mind.

Sonne looked deeply at Mond and got closer and closer, with each step he took forward Mond took two steps back, until there was no way to go or space between them.

"What do you think you're doing?" Mond asked angrily.

He walked over and held Mond's arms against the wall as he whispered in his ear.

"I know you want me, I know what you have between your legs craves me as much as I crave you, otherwise you would've beaten me already, we know you're stronger than me, but still You are here cornered, afraid, but not afraid of me, but afraid of your desire." he kissed Mond's neck and continued whispering "you won't be able to run away forever and when you give up on that, I'll be here waiting for you."

Sonne let go of Mond's arms and walked away without looking back, while Mond just stared at his red hair swinging with his eyes as red...

At that time Mond didn't wear a cap, mask and special clothes, after all he was a marked alpha and so there was no risk of losing control even if he continued to live in the abstinence he lived.

But for some reason Sonne aroused all the fire, all the passion and all the desire he'd buried so long ago. Maybe it was the face that reminded his Sun, maybe it was the pheromones of an extremely powerful omega dominant? But Mond had never heard of anyone capable of breaking a mark, so he never worried about that voracious monster, until Sonne came along...

Mond didn't know what to do with these memories that eventually invaded his mind, especially during heat, but now with that reunion and with the dreams he didn't even need to be at that time of the month anymore for Sonne's face, smell, taste to invade his mind without any invitation.

I need to get away from Sonne, I can't lose control again, but I need to find out if those kids are Faux 's children ...or mine

Mond slapped his face with both hands, he felt miserable, just thinking about all the suffering he had caused Sonne in the past and still leaving him with two children... All this because of the monster that lived inside him! Mond has always kept the monster well imprisoned since Sol left... He never thought that one day all that voracious desire would consume him, after all he was a marked alpha!

I need to talk to Sonne about this, but how do I go about it? I can't meet him in person, but over the phone it also seems very impersonal...

Mond spent days with that question in his head, having intense dreams about Sol and Sonne or nightmares about the twins crying and asking why he had abandoned them, each day the doubt gnawed at him even more, until he decided he couldn't live like that anymore. Anyway, he needed to find Sonne and clean up...

If he doesn't release any pheromones it will be okay, right?