*Sense I know most of you guys might not know what the flag on the cover art is then this is the aromantic flag. The specific word won't be mentioned in this part.

*Warning there might be strong language, mentions of inappropriate words, a slight mention of sexual assault, physical violence as well as discrimination overall. Just in case I marked it as mature in case those things are considered too much for everyone to read. So if you don't like that then I suggest to skip the parts where it mentions it. Let me know if there's some things regarding this, that should change. Ok now enjoy!*

"Huh they already put the new flyers about our school activity. Hm school play? Rochester day? Why wasn't I told about this." Someone grasp me by the shoulder. "Your so silly. You really thought Alexis would've told you? Think twice she hates you and you know why." "Ok come on no need to be that mean Ethan." "What? It's the truth. Besides I already knew. Something tells me that someone told me." He  laugh at his own misery. He really can be annoying sometimes. No wonder I don't bother hanging out with him often. He eventually realizes that I don't find it funny. "What? Why aren't you laughing? Admit it was funny." "Meh not really. Who cares if someone told me. No need to boost the fact that your friends with everyone." "Hey that's not true!" "Then what about Camila? Kilan? Maverick? Charlie? Dakota? Emery~?" I grin at the mention of Emery's name. He thinks I haven't seen him give her a smoke. He really has to think twice about that. "How do you know about Emery?" He doesn't look to pleased about that. "What you got something with Emery going on?" "No it's not that it's just...she wants this part of her to be a secret. You know why no one can know.." "Yeah Yeah I get it a soccer player can't smoke or else she'll be kicked out of the team!" "Hey! Turn it down would you?" "Yeah I know you don't anyone to know but still it is the truth tho." "You're right but still you have to keep shout, you know? I don't really trust you normally but can you please keep it a secret?" Oh wow he sounds so desperate. How on earth does he have friends he should protect? Oh well he's not friends with her but still, protecting her? "Ok fine geez. It's not like I'll spread it around. It's not that big of a deal. "Yes it is! What don't you understand!" "Chill I get it I won't but I want revenge for what you did." "I did what?" "For forcing to keep my mouth shut. You really thought I would let it slip without anything do you?" "Uh no?" "Alright you need to find me a new chick for me. I swear they don't even want to have it with me those days." "Dude no one wants to talk to me cause I'm a drug dealer." "I'm no better." Yeah why is talking about that. He knows I'm as bad as him cause I am, wait wait I didn't introduce myself yet. I'm Joshua Anderson, otherwise known as "the bully" like Alexis likes to point it out and we'll I'm also known as a guy that only take girls to get them in my pants only to never bother with them again. Yeah it's true. Just like  Emery I do one night stands. Sure she's 16 and I only turned 15, 5 months ago but still hooking up is hooking up right? I only do it for fun. While Emery does it to release her stress. Yeah it might sound awkward at first but I had it with her. It was fun but I forgot about everything the next day. Geez I always do it while I'm drunk or else I'll never do it. People like to think I'm bold but nah it's only when I'm drunk. Drunk at 15? Meh who cares I drank  a beer at 11 and ever since then I've been addicted to it. Oh yeah I'm still talking to Ethan right now. Better answer his stupid request. "But still don't make me do it. I promised Camila I'll stop doing that for you. I haven't stop the drug thing but I plan on stopping it." "Hey what happened to you? Why are you all nice all of the sudden? You used to be the "bad boy" but now you're all sweet and weak? What happened to ya?" "Um nothing. I'm just friends with her. Aren't allowed to be who I want?" "Oh f**k off Ethan. I don't want to deal with you when your mushy. Come back to me when you'll stop this whole shenanigans." He wants answer back but he decides not too. "Good now I'm off." I leave from where we are. Now school is over and I don't need to this s**t anymore. I can go home with my beautiful scooter. Oh? I got a message on my phone. Hm who is it? I check and turns out it is the same person than who talked to not even 2 minutes ago. Oh he doesn't know want to hang out with me anymore. Heh sucks to be him. He'll realize soon enough that being all nice and mushy will become tiring. I tried that before and geez I hated it. Not doing that again. The only one that deserves to be treated with respects is my little sister Emma. I walk in the school parking lot and hop in my headmit and hop on my scooter to head home.

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"Hey Emma" "Joshy!!!" She runs at me and hugs me. My mom f**ked up with my dad and got pregnant with some random dude. Now my parents are divorced but my mom decided to keep Emma, even regarding the ugly situation we were in. At first I was mad when my mom told me but when Emma was born..I fell in love with her. She was just..too cute to resist. And that's how I decided to be her protective older brother. She's three now. I swear she grows up so fast. I rarely see my dad nowadays cause I'd stay with my mom cause that's where Emma is. I swear I'd do anything for her. People like to say she is my soft side. They are right but still I hate that they know about that. I prefer that the world sees me as a strong man who isn't weak. With my 6ft height I'm pretty sure it's not hard to imagine that. "Hey I missed you. What did you do with mom today?" "I drew a picture!" "Oh yeah? What is it?" "Come" "Oh ok" she takes me to her room. She shows me her drawing. Aww how cute. It's me, her and mom. It's not the best but I'll take everything my little sister does. "It's so cute." "Twanks" I chuckle slightly. It's so cute that she still doesn't know how to talk fluently. She has such a cute voice too. "I wwant to play with you!" "Ok then what do you want to play?" "Princess and the prince! I'm the princess and ywou are the prince!" "Ok" I smile at her.

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Oof it's already May already. Time sure flies. I have P.E at the second period. P.E is fun but I dread it because of a certain person. After playing last night with my sister. I was basically glued to my phone all night long. I was chatting with girls mostly and that's about it. Ugh none of them wants to go with me at the party tonight. They keep complaining that I'm not gentle enough, that they want more with me and what not. Ugh screw girls with their stupids feeling! Screw dudes that wants to please girls just to get them with them! Screw everyone! Hooking up is just for fun nothing more. Why do people so desperately want to have something going on. Like geez girls wants to go on dates, boys fall in their trap. Isn't clear already? Love doesn't matter as long as I can have my fun. I don't want strings attached. Geez kissing for the sake or love? Screw that! Dating? Screw that! Why do they even bother? Love makes people makes people become all lovey dovey and mushy. They become all sentimental. Thankfully I haven't had to deal with the annoying feeling of feelings that people call love. I think I can gladly live without that thank you. As long as I only get s**ked off or whatnot then I'll be fine. No need to have a girl make me all sentimental and weak. Eww geez ugh I just cannot stand that. I've just arrived at school and the first thing that I see is people hugging a bit..to close may I add. They keep s**king off their mouths or just holding hands in general. That's mostly lovey dowey stuff. Just seeing that so early in the morning makes me so pissed off. No need to show how nice feeling in love is. Ugh that's it I've got enough. I walk towards a certain couple that keep hugging each other and sitting on each other lap. "Hey losers! What are you doing there? Sitting on each other laps? Oh come on who wants to see that? Everyone would rather not see that." "What's your problem I was only gently touching my girlfriend. You got a problem with that?" "Yeah actually I do, wait what did you say to me?" I try to say in the most threatening voice. "You've got a problem with us showing our love for each other?" "Hm you know what f**k you guys. It's not like I'll change anything anyways. Don't start crying if this doesn't work out." They both look at me pissed. "Adios losers!" I leave them. Normally I'd bother someone else but this time I couldn't stand them.

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"Hey why don't you want to change in front of everyone? We're boys right? What's the matter? You're a fag right? I'm sorry but fags aren't allowed here." He whimpers and starts crying. "Yeah that's it start crying like fag! Only girls do that but it seems like you didn't get it did you?" I approach him ready to hit him but someone grabs me by the shoulder. "Watch your language Anderson." Oh that's just fantastic. Mason Lowell to play the hero. "Dude  stop it. See here that dude is gay and we don't allowed that here." "What's your problem Anderson? Look you made him cry, wait we're you going to hit him?" "Yeah and so what?" He punches me in the nose. "Hey what's your problem!!" "That's what you get for being such an a**hole! Bullying a gay kid? Hitting him? What is wrong with you? We're in the 21st century not 300 years ago and for f**ks sakes yes we do accept everyone. I thought you could do better than that." Argh my nose f**king hurts. I hope he didn't break it this f**king bastard! "P..please stop crying..for..my..sake.." "No William can't you see that he is being unacceptable right now? What if I didn't arrive on time?" "Uh I don't know." "Yeah that's what I thought. Go change in that changing room. I'll deal with him for you." "Ok but please don't hit him again.." "Yes I won't." That William boy goes in the changing room. Huh? There's changing rooms nowadays for boys, so weird. "Now what was your problem dude? You're lucky I'm not telling on you but at this rate you've hurt so many people already wether physically or mentally. "What? Why are you defending him? Are you gay too? Wait till I tell everyone." "Don't you f**king dare." Just seeing his scowl makes me back down. Besides I don't want him to hit again. I think my nose hurts enough already thank you. "Alright now you're silent. Cat got your tongue? Now you can't have any comebacks? Just like that you're giving up like this?" Ugh just hearing him pretend to be sorry for me is pissing me off. That William boy gets out of the changing room and heads to our school's gym. Great now I can do real damage to him. I know something that'll hurt him for sure. "Now that he's not there anymore I can talk serious now." "Oh? So cat hasn't gotten your tongue you were just scared about-" "I know about you two timing Grace and that dude." He automatically becomes silent. "Oh? You thought I wouldn't know? I saw you kissing Grace the other day and I saw you with that William guy. And trust me it wasn't platonic what was going on down there. Just hearing what you said earlier only confirmed for sure that I'm right-" "Shut up!" "Oh? Now you speaking?" "Stop it already. Where are you even going with this? You're no better. You bang girls only to throw them out like you were disgusted with them even trough you started it." Ouch hearing it coming out of someone mouth is worst than just knowing it. "We'll why are you two timing them? You know everything is about to blow up with that you know?" He rolls his eyes at me and than looks back at me. "And May I ask why you avoid anything more than hooking up like the plague?" "That is none of your business." "Then if that is none of my business then my business is none your business. I swear you better keep you're mouth shut. I swear I wouldn't be surprised if you sexually assaulted a girl." Out of instincts I hit him in the stomach. "Don't you ever mention this ever again! I'll shut up about your business and you'll shut up about my business! Now I've got enough of you." He stands back up after falling on the ground. "I swear I won't forget what you just did." "Yeah you'll tell your little girlfriend and boyfriend." "Oh you'll tell your pathetic flings." "I don't want to deal with you anymore besides class is starting and I'd like the nursery trip to go as fast as possible thank you." "Yeah do that. I thought what to see you're little nose covered with blood anymore." I walk away from him and take my gym clothes for me. I head off and pretend as if this never happened at all.