(Hello, my fellow subs, here we are now we have all been waiting for. I am really excited about this chapter even though I have not read it or anything I still need to write and re-read (JK-) but enough of that I have a story to write! -Can you calm down creator, people came here to read the novel, not come, and hear what you blabber or whatever you are saying!! Your right on that well hope you all love this chapter 3 “The Past of Baku Deku'')
Me and kacchan have been friends since kids, we would always spend time together, apparently he is 3 years older than me, so we didn't see each other in school or in any school parade, by the time I would get on a new grade and try to figure out if I'll see him in school, he always ended up leaving to a new school and the new grade so we had to produce something to contact because were “friends.'' Well, that is what I thought at least until I realized I liked him, not as a friend but the other way around. It was something I did not believe in because I had no control over when I liked someone. At the end of every conversation, I had on the phone with him made me feel like I am half of a whole, and I guess is when I started to do the stupid rehearsals that made me look stupid Infront of myself. Hehe that was very dumb of me for doing a rehearsal, but I was thinking so much about how I should confess to him. That it turned out the day when I tried to confess, he confessed before I could say a word, at first, I was surprised but of course I said yes, it was one of the best days of my life, after that it became awkward for him to come and talk to me like we used too, but by the end, we got more comfortable with each other and started talking more normally. We even went out on a date. He would take me to somewhere formal *and when I mean formal* It was so expensive that I had no idea that he was able to afford stuff like that. He even got me some expensive mark clothes which I still wear to this day because they are comfortable to wear, and it made me look great. But then something happened, his mother died, he would lock himself in his mom’s room and would cry thinking about what happened. Now we knew how his mom died. It was very terrible news. She had 4 stage cancer, even Bakugou did not know that she had such an illness. Bakugou was even sadder while the doctor was explaining how long his mom was staying strong and was not able to make it to the hospital in time to survive, she holds it too long that her body became weaker, the day she died was on the day Bakugou and I was out on a date thinking about our lives and forgetting about everything else. His eyes after leaving the funeral were just filled with Anger, by the time we were at his house, he threw a punch at me throwing me to the ground saying how it was my fault that he did not notice his mom's illness, that if we had not gone out on a date, he would have been able to be there for his mom and started saying many terrible words. I at the other hand was quiet crying myself for how much the punch hurt, I tried to stand up, but he held me down and gave a strong punch leaving me unconscious, the moment I woke up I was still lying on the floor, and it was nighttime already, quietly I stood up but was not able to see well everything was blurry, I snuck up to the couch and let myself lay there. Those days went on and on for a long time, long enough that I do not remember how long it has been going. But I still have that burden on my shoulders thinking of what I thought was my forever happy lover who said those words to me. At some point would even rape me and just start hitting me while doing it leaving me bruises and pain all over my body. Even still to this day, it is all still the same, nothing has ever changed since that day. But now my moments of staying alive were getting smaller and smaller leaving me with just 2 weeks to live. But that does not mean I fear dying, I am only glad that it will all be over soon
(Well, that is the end of the whole past of bakudeku. This part was so emotional that it almost made me cry. Oh well, enough of that- Well hope you all HAVE A GREAT wonderful DAY! Hey, I wanted to say that! Well, it is your fault you write long sentences. Well, *both* PEACE!!<3)
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