A little fantasy

It didn’t mean anything…

She was biting at the tip of her pen as the memories from a few days ago flashed again on her mind. Alex’s pouting lips, reddened ears; their faces so close… The pen snapped in her mouth.

– It didn’t mean anything. – she said.

Alice entered her line of view.

– Hayley? – the girl asked, concerned. – what didn’t mean…? Ah, I just wanted to give you back your notes. By the way, the classes ended already.

– Oh, thank you – Hayley snapped from those memories. – Ah, it’s nothing, just daydreaming. Did you give them a look?  – she grabbed her notebook, then continued after Alice nodded: – What do you think?

– It’s, uh, daring? – Alice laughed, nervously. – I mean it’s good. Definitely worth making your major project with it. But it needs to be polished a bit more. Like the viability of some ingredients or the accessibility of them to the community.

Hayley grimaced. – Well, yes. Some of my proposals are hard to find useful substitutes that doesn’t require a century or so to be accessible.

Alice offered her a comforting smile. – I think it has a great potential. And if you succeed, it would help a lot of people. Who knows, maybe, even grant you a Nobel?

– That would be too much – Hayley laughed, but she couldn’t disguise her own satisfaction to hear that.

She looked at the girl. Alice had long golden hair, paired with a crystal-blue eyes that above all avoided contact with others. Though her shy and quiet demeanor, Hayley noticed the girl could be rather observant and even make ironic remarks sometimes.

Before Alice could turn herself away, Hayley asked: – Would you mind if we grabbed lunch together?

It was only normal she invited the girl to eat, right? It was definitely not because she was trying to avoid certain…

Alice’s face lit up. – Of course!

Hayley smiled in response, relieved, and they walked outside of the classroom, still talking about her research progress; it was the only thing keeping her concentration from slipping away and going back to Alex. Even if she repeated to herself that it was better not or tried to act as if she wasn’t affected, Hayley was still looking for Alex at the entrance of the building. Maybe she’ll be here today too…

At the end of the hall, a tall figure with dark hair waited; her heart raced uncontrollably in anticipation and she found herself sprinting towards it. But as she got closer, she realized it wasn’t Alex. The hair was of a dark brown and not raven black. It was just a guy circled by a group of college girls.

Alice had stopped following her, staring past Hayley.

– Alice? – Hayley called her

But the girl was speechless.

The man in the circle, on the other hand, seemed to notice the two girls, for his head tilted after hearing the name. He moved away from the other girls and rushed to their direction.

– Allie – he called, resting his hands on Alice’s shoulders. It didn’t escape her notice his intimate touch. A boyfriend?

Alice trembled, nervously. – What are you doing here?

He arched his well-outlined eyebrows in a pleading motion. – I wanted to talk about what happened, with Kelly. It’s not what you’re thinking. Besides, the festival is gonna be soon. I want you there with me.

Alice stammered, looking for words. – I…I don’t know what to say right now.

The girl seemed visibly uncomfortable and Hayley couldn’t shake the weird feeling that guy sent her. Almost like James.

– Alice? Are you coming? – she intervened.

They looked at her. Alice made a relieved expression, but the guy was still gripping to her shoulders.

– Please, babe – he asked, desperately.

Hesitantly, the girl nodded.

– I’m sorry Hayley. – she said, her eyes down. – You should go without me. We’ll see each other later.

Hayley moved her eyes from one to the other. Fixing her gaze back at the girl again. – Alright. If you need anything… just call me.

She watched as they left the building, and a few seconds later, she was on her way to buy some food. Hayley wondered what kind of relationship they had. Was he Alice’s boyfriend? But the girl clearly seemed uncomfortable around him. Would she be alright? Well, he didn’t seem to be forcing her…

After grabbing a sandwich by the canteen, Hayley sat by herself at one of the tables. She bit her sandwich and a strong taste of tuna melted in her tongue; it reminded her of Alex, when they ate together at the cafe. The memories of that day flashed back: of how Alex’s trembling hands rested on her waist, before Hayley almost got them into an accident; her voice was low and her eyes were closed shut, as if herself had escaped the accident and not Hayley.

It had been so long since someone else worried about her like that. Hayley couldn’t control herself back then, and hugged Alex. She knew she was crossing a limit there, even if she wasn’t so close to Alex to know her that well, it was clear the girl didn’t like touching other people; when they sat together side by side, Alex made sure to not be close enough to touch her, or even when they stumbled on each other accidentally, the girl was quick to draw a distance. But her eyes, those tempest-grey eyes, were so panicked and sincere, as they looked at her that day, that Hayley couldn’t stop herself from holding Alex. She could hear the girl’s heart beating so fast – was she that scared? Her own heart joined the rhythm.

Alex was strong, more so than her clothes would show. But Hayley had felt it; underneath, she had well-toned, hard muscles, yet her skin was fair and warm. She smelled just like soil and grass after a strong rain, with the sweet lingering smell of mint; her touch always so delicate. Hayley felt her skin burning again as the tingling, sweet pain ran down from her breast to between her legs.

What the hell is happening to me?

Hayley had been weirdly aroused these last few days. Hormones out of control, must be it. – that could be the only explanation for that odd behavior distracting her from studies, work and sleep; and the constant thought wandering the realm of possibilities of what she would’ve done that day if Alex hadn’t stopped them?

Her cellphone trembled with a message. Hayley held her breath, hopeful.

She sighed, discontented. It was just a girl she would go to have fun with before James. Hayley wasn’t ready for a relationship, but she was no saint. Sex gave her the necessary amount of dopamine to relax after a stressful day and she quite enjoy it, besides a few doses of chocolate during the month, and she could be happy as any other person on a relationship, but without having to put up with demands and mood swings.

That’s it!

Maybe she just needed that. – hot, steamy sex to take out the stress. It had been, after all, a long time since she did it and it was her day off. How can this any better? Hayley found herself accepting the girl’s invitation.

***

They were laying on – Molly’s? Monica’s? – bed. Hayley had purposefully worn a tight blue sleeve top that gave a good view of her round, perky breasts, which the girl was licking with her eyes since she got there. Hayley pressed her lips on the girl’s, giving her a long, passioned kiss.

Smiling, she wetted her lips, before saying: – My nipples are so hard right now… Wanna give them a bite?

The girl swallowed visibly. – Fuck yeah, I do.

There was no embarrassment on those words, only a strong desire, devoid of any other emotional feeling besides lust. Which a few days ago, Hayley wouldn’t have minded. But now, she was imagining herself teasing Alex with those same words. How would she react? Probably with her ears red and turning her eyes away, as if the thought had crossed her mind, but most importantly, why Hayley got aroused with the idea of Alex imagining biting her breasts?

Hayley gasped when Monick’s teeth pinched her hardened nipples. It was good. Satisfied with Hayley’s reaction, the girl murmured:

– You like when I do this?

Her voice brought Hayley back from her sweet imagination. Hayley clicked her tongue, annoyed. The girl chuckled, misinterpreting her reaction.

– Someone’s horny today, huh?

Hayley rolled to her side, mounting the girl. Her mouth sealing the other with a deep-tongue kiss. Moving her hips, as the girl moaned her name. But somehow, the voice didn’t sound right to her ears.

– Wow, Lily. – she panted. – What’s with you today?

Hayley stopped. Her passion slowly dying out. What was happening to her? Since when she couldn’t enjoy a good fuck?

Hayley sat on the bed. – Sorry. I need to go.

The girl sat by her side, confused. – What happened?

– Just remembered that I got some project to finish. – she lied.

– Can’t you do it later?

– No. – Hayley said, raising herself and fixing her shirt. – Thanks, anyway.

The girl fell again on the bed, pouting. But Hayley ignored her, taking her bag and leaving. She was more stressed than before and also more needy. As soon as she got to her own apartment, Hayley undressed and started touching herself while browsing at one of her typical porn sites.

She was scrolling through many different videos, and through dozens of girls; all of them more gorgeous than the other, but something was still missing. Until one suggested video caught her attention. A dark-haired girl with a serious expression, wearing a grey sports bra, was fingering herself to the camera.

Hayley followed the movements, playing with her clit. Before she realized, her eyes were shut and a moan came in someone’s voice. Instead of the girl on the screen, it was Alex that appeared for her.

– Hayley. – Alex called her.

Alex’s eyes were dark and her pupil dilatated. Her lips slightly opened were panting and a strand of Alex’s smooth hair fell on Hayley’s neck. “Gosh, she’s so cute”, Hayley wanted desperately touch it. But she was confused and couldn’t think properly with Alex’s face so close to her. Their lips slowly brushing as their breath melted together. It was a torture.

Alex was staring down her lips, her eyes mirroring Hayley’s own intention. She smiled, slowly biting her lower lips.

– Imagining something? – Hayley asked innocently.

Alex widened her eyes. – I-I am not.

But her visibly red ears proved otherwise. Hayley enjoyed the girl’s reaction; feeling her own cheeks warming with embarrassment and desire. She touched Alex’s lips slightly.

– So, that means you don’t want to kiss them? – she played.

Alex was visibly struggling to answer.

– Aw, it’s a pity. – she teased the girl. – I might’ve let you.

Alex was quiet, before she said between her breath. – I-I do.

Hayley almost jumped on the girl, pressing their lips together. Soft, wet and sweet. She couldn’t stop kissing Alex; their tongues dancing and twisting. It was too good. A spark ran down between her legs. Would she come just with that? No, that wouldn’t be possible, she wasn’t some horny teenager that never had sex before…

She came.

Hayley was gasping on the bed, sweaty. Her body was still aching from the pleasure wetting between her thighs; thinking to herself: Fuck. 

Author's note: I got some inspiration for this one, but hope you enjoy my sketch of Hayley. ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა