I left the olympics a few days ago and those last few days have been overwhelming. Let's just say the last time I was in my hometown I was only a guy that would go in the olympics but now I'm the talk of the town. I've been invited in a buch of talk show etc. It feels weird.... being famous. Is this what Enzo deals with everyday? You walk outside and everyone recongnizes you. This never happened to me before. I guess everyone watched the olympics the last two weeks. I haven't really thought about a life where I'm famous. When I was young I dreamt about being an olympian one day but I never dreamt about becoming famous. I guess I'm being unreasonable. Of course once you go to the olympics you'll be famous! Everyone watches the olympics...! okay... maybe not everyone but almost half the world watch it! Of course they saw me break that record of being the first men in swimming to win a medal an over 20 years and it was a gold medal at that. I just never tought I was going to win  a medal because I never won a medal before and well Enzo was in the same race as me so I was sure I didn't stand a chance. I don't know what happened with him because I'm not him but the olympics didn't go as well as everyone would of thought about him. By the way how is he? We exchanged contacts before leaving the olympics but I never texted him yet... I didn't want to bother him... He's probably busy because of the aftermath of the olympics just as much as I am. I kinda miss him... this makes me remember about how he is holding up with everything surrounding his performance and all. Oh geez.. I hope they're not bucking him to much with the questions about our mysterious relationship. Naw he's already with Nevaeh. Yeah I know it probably bucks him but still I can't stop thinking about the fact he has a girlfriend that he never talks about to me. I saw them the other day on the tv. They looked happy together... I gotta admit I didn't really like the scene I saw. I think I might have been jealous? No I don't think that's it. Then again is he really happy with her maybe he's lying to the media. With everything he told me I'm kinda starting to suspects he doesn't have the greateast relationship with her in real life since he never talks about her to me and well suprisingly he hasn't posted anything regarding her. Oh I know... I'm following  his social media accounts. I feel like a stalker now. Anyways I have to attend a talk show tonight and apparently I was called to do a photoshoot? I never really done that. I only did it to get my picture for the olympics but besides that I never done a photoshoot. I had to create new social accounts because I'm becoming famous and they want me to have a good reputation. I call nonesense! I never been a public guy so the fact I was told I was forced to post like the other celebrities and act like an olympian is ridiculous. Now I get why Enzo was complaining about his life as a famous person. I don't even know how he manages it... I don't really like the idea to talk about my life on the social medias where everyone can see it. I used to be private. Only my coach, Ian my friend and my parents were allowed to see my things. Apparently I was also told that since I want my friendship with Enzo to be private, I should do a better job hidding it. Seems like everyone can see that I'm following Enzo Buckley. Well that's not cool they told me that.  I'm not liking the whole ordeal about being famous. I'll have to get used to it. I ate dinner with my parents for only the second time since I came back in Barcelona. Ridiculous.. that's how busy I am. I ate with them today since I have to leave after. People may think it's weird but even trough I'm not living with them I sometime come to eat with them even if it's just for breakfast whitch was the case this morning. It's time to leave so I kiss them on the cheek and they tell me goodbye. Now it's time for the photoshoot but before I go I gather the courage to text Enzo even trough I know it's still night time back in Nashville? Yeah Nashville. I hope he's not busy and he'll answer me as soon as he wakes up because I really miss talking to him even trough I can only do it on text for now...