Neekah:

When I got home from my 12-hour shift as a registered nurse, at one of the biggest hospitals here… Regent I am always working sometimes I fall asleep with my eyes open, like a couple of weeks ago I guess Lydia was in the hospital. And I wasn’t all the way there because of lack of sleep her friend snapped on me Mya I think her name was. I unlocked the door, and the lights were off.

 Shawn wasn't home again probably messing with hoes somewhere!

I will not be calling him this time he probably won’t answer anyway.

I was tired, and my feet hurt

I kicked off my shoes before they touched the carpet. A foot massage! That was all I ever asked for. I paid all the bills. I don’t bitch or complain I do whatever makes him happy, but he just couldn’t do the same. Why? I knew I deserved better.

I just don't know why I keep allowing him back I know he is cheating all the time.

I know for a fact because I got 3 different STDs from him, and all I do is work. I didn't bring it home! Everybody think I’m a ho but I’m not I’m just trying to make something out of myself, like damn I need love too.

He is always fucking around I’m glad that I never got pregnant by him. I can’t trust him, and I don't love him, so I just don't know why the hell I keep doing it. yeah, He has a big dick but I’m over that shit now.

I fell asleep for 5 hours and woke up. His ass still wasn't home So, I called his phone. Just like I thought he didn't answer. So… fucked him! I’m done we don't even have sex anymore.

 My phone rang and I broke my neck to answer it. “Where are you?” “it's late as hell Shawn!”

I yelled into the phone. "Shawn can’t come to the phone" a female voice on the other end answered.

Wow, I thought to myself. “ Just tell him his shit will be outside when he gets here!” I hung up the phone. Bitch, please! I could be bad by myself.

He doesn’t even pay bills! Both cars are mine. I got my sleepy ass up and took a long hot shower.

 I got dressed and went out.  When I made it to the club it was packed with so many sexy people standing around, I just went to the dance floor and let the music take me. I was officially single. I was winging my hips to the music. I felt a body come behind me and grab my hips. I didn't care tonight; I just wanted a release.

 I had condoms in my purse I was ready for a one-night stand. After three songs and 4 cups of rum, I was ready to be fucked. Or held even rubbed on whatever I would even go there with a chick the way I was feeling.

I just wanted to feel good with no worries. “So, what’s your name?” I asked him “Samuel,” he told me he was a bright light-skinned Jamaican dude with pretty eyes at this point I

Got lucky because I didn't care what the person looked like I was getting some tonight.

“My name is Neekah nice to meet you.” I said, "I’m having an after-party at my house are you coming?” He asked. “I’m down” I smiled at him, so we left the club and headed towards his house.

He lived in the middle of nowhere. As soon as we arrived, I had second thoughts. But then again, I was over life. I had on heels, and he made us walk through a lot of dirt. I was terrified, but it was too late to run.

It was a lot of abandoned houses. “Where do you live?” I asked laughing awkwardly. He didn’t say anything.

It was dark as hell, and I kept losing my footing. After almost breaking my ankle, we were finally there.

It was a complex of townhomes and the lights was on, so my nervousness went away.

When we got to the door, he banged on it with his foot. Oh god! This wasn’t even his house…

I squeezed my fist and began sweating. The door opened, and a dude stood there. “what’s up dog?” He said dapping Sam. I walked closely behind him. “Hello beautiful,” he said smiling. “hi,” I said shyly. We walked through the empty house. It smelled like liquor and pussy.

I didn’t see a female just a lot of niggas hanging around. Damn was I about to get raped? I thought to myself.

I was too far to run. My eyes started to water. We walked up the stairs and into the first bedroom. To my surprise, it was a bedroom. We walked in and he shut and locked the door.

“Let’s not play games,” he said annoyed.“What games?” I said. He turned around and reached into the dresser and pulled out a condom. I walked over to him and squeezed his dick through his pants. He was ready and so was I. I sat on the bed taking off my heels. “Leave them on,” he said. I stopped unstrapping my heel. “Okay,” I said undressing. He looked me in the eyes. I got up off the bed and walked up to him. He had put on the condom and was ready. I slow danced on him like at the club. His dick was large, bigger than Shawn’s. I grabbed it in my hand, and it turned me on. Lay down I told him. He laid on the bed and I straddled him. I bounced up and down on his dick. I hadn’t had a dick in so long I was going to steal this shit.

I did the split on his dick. It went deeper and deeper I wasn’t trying to make love or have sex; I was here to fuck. His eyes were closed. I didn’t care I wasn’t here for him. I forced my hands on his chest to maintain my balance. He tapped me on the ass. Not a smack but a tap I stopped. I yoked all over his dick my pussy was starving. I got up and looked at him. He looked bored and I was lost. I laid down and he got on top of me. “Okay” I rolled my eyes missionary didn’t do it for me. He looked at me offended. Then he stood up and yanked me toward the edge of the bed. That shit turned me on as a bbw that shit rarely happened.

He spread my legs and went in. I didn’t have time to breathe which made me choke, and spit went down my airway. I was choking and moaning at the same time. I didn’t touch him no rubbing or kissing.

He held my legs up as he snaked all across my pussy. “Sam!” I bit a hole into my lip. Shawn didn’t even eat pussy, so this was life! He made me nut like 6 times I had to thank him. “damn that felt so fucking good” I moaned. His attitude was strange. He held my legs in the air and slammed into me His balls slammed against my thighs. I felt every inch “Shit!” I yelled. I guess I wasn’t riding him right. Because he stuffed me with all that dick! I know I wasn’t supposed to touch but he made it so damn hard! Like he had my legs trembling in the air.

I squeezed his ass and it made him dig deeper. I know if somebody walked in it looked so damn sexy. I was soaked! Just squirting He opened his eyes, and he had the wildest look on his face. He had sexy hazel eyes but damn! He looked crazy. He started choking the hell out of me. At first, I didn’t mind it, but his grip got tighter.

We didn’t even have a safety word! “Sam,” I said with a tear rolling out of my eye. He wasn’t listening, so I just went with it. I mean I wasn’t dying it just hurt like hell. I kept my mouth open. Slowly gasping for air.

“You fucking love this don’t you?” He said looking at me angrily. “Yes!” I cried out! I damn sure did.

I had wet the whole bed and was still leaking out. Something felt off… was he gay? He wasn’t enjoying this I could tell. I wasn’t enjoying myself anymore I just wanted it to be over. We weren’t connected. We weren’t even fucking anymore this wasn’t sexy!

he only seemed to enjoy sex when I ran away from his dick, or when he was hurting me.

He stopped and got up and took a shower I took that time to grab my things and leave. On the way out the door, I had multiple offers from the men around me, And if sam didn’t turn me off I would have tired them out. I followed my footprints in the dirt I carried my heels in my hand.

That's how I felt. I didn't want to talk; I was done with everything. I deserved so much more than this.

When I got home Shawn's shit was still in the yard. I guess the new chick he’s with is treating him better.

I was just about to walk into the house when a white car pulled into the yard. I waited to see who it was.

I shielded my eyes because of the blinding headlights. “Hi, I think I spoke to you on the phone,” she said.

I looked at her like she was crazy… why the fuck was she at my house! she stepped out of the car some dark-skinned chick. I swear I have seen her before, but I just could figure out where. “Why are you at my house?” I asked her.  “Your man Is tripping it was just sex now he won't leave and he is about to get arrested.” She said.

I hopped in her car to go get his stupid ass Maybe I did love him?

Lourdes:

I was cleaning up the mess in My factory. when the dude's phone started to ring, I ignored it.

But I was bored, I dropped the pliers and picked up his phone, I called the number back.

The way she answered let me know that she was his woman, so he lied. Oops…

She snapped on the other end I told her he couldn't come to the phone then she hung up on me damn queen you're upset over this peasant. I drove around going through the dude’s phone he had so many pictures of women, but one picture caught my eye, so I made my way to her house.

His driver’s license told me everything I needed to know.

She looked like she had just gotten home. I sized her up yes that's what I will be fucking tonight.

I told her that she needed to come and get her man her ass hopped right in. I pulled into my gate and let her in. "I will go get have a seat." I walked into the kitchen and grabbed a bag of rope and tape I ran up behind her and put the bag over her head.

She tried to fight back but I pulled the bag tighter until she stopped moving.

I held her until she was completely still then I removed the bag.

She was so pretty I dragged her heavy ass onto a trolley into the bedroom tying her to the bed rails. I wanted to see that body that I saw in the pictures. So, I took off her clothes and admired her naked body.

I washed her and then began to taste her, she was sweet and juicy I lost myself. I could feel her lifeless body move under me. So, I spread her lips and used my wand on her pussy. She had no choice but to enjoy it.

I could feel her breathing speed up and her pussy moisten yeah, enjoy yourself you deserve it. I love my queens!

I untaped her mouth to listen to her screams she was enjoying this every second. I used my other toy on myself.

I thought about all the times that Shawn cheated on her and how many times she must have waited up for him. I was going to make her feel good.

I eased my fingers into her woman cave and massaged her g-spot. I pulled out my pistol and shoved it into her oozing pussy! I fucked her with my pistol. She jumped and kicked and screamed. But she was leaking.

She kicked one leg free kicking me in the face. “Why queen?” “After all, I was just trying to please you.” My face stung and I snapped.

I pushed my pistol deeper into her. And dug out her guts.

When she came so did I.

I took the toy out of my pussy as I pulled the trigger in hers. She exploded all over the walls, but her thick body muffled the sound. I didn’t want it to be this way.

But nobody puts their hands on me! I went through her phone was this queen really faithful? I heard stories about this one I scanned her driver’s license. while going through her phone where did she just come from? she had a new text from a guy named Samuel. who was he? the message she sent was:

all you guys are the same way!

 he texted back: you were a bad fuck!

she texted back go fuck yourself.

I hope you get what you deserve!

 he texted back bet… got to find me first.

I went through her GPS and found out where she had come from, I would be checking him out NEXT, he seemed like the perfect peasant. Sam? I played him back in my head. and began searching for him

  it was my shift tonight at the factory. MAYA didnt work front anymore. So, it was hectic.

I was standing in my room. fully dressed from head to toe but nobody showed up. I knew I was popular I always had customers.

I looked outside and I didn’t see any cars it was empty. why was I even here?  I undressed and left the job. I went to the nearest store to buy dye. the blue had gotten played out I needed something more normal.

SO, I purchased some black dye. and I decided to stop at a park. I wasn’t working so I decided to relax and feed the birds.