" Younger cousin, you may have to suffer in the future, do you regret it?" asked cousin.

 “ Never regret.” I shook my head firmly.

 "Do you resent me?" My cousin looked at me.

 I smiled, I told him that if I sold me, I would not complain.

 "Even if you sell me, I don't blame you at all!"

Cousin suddenly became thoughtful, then, we said nothing more, his hand brought me the warmth and strength of a man. I rested my head on his chest. I feel the carriage is bringing me out of my previous unfair life to a new happy life.

 When the east side appeared as white as the belly of a fish, I knew I was so far away from my house, that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't see its shadow anymore.

 My cousin didn't take me to his house because he had to go somewhere else to get the goods. Of course, I volunteered to follow him, only, my legs were bound small since childhood, making it difficult for me to walk. I've never had to go that far before. Walking on the road all day makes me feel extremely tired.

 On the fifth day, we went to the city of a certain district, for the first time out of the house, I was mesmerized by the busy and bustling life outside. For the first time, I was able to walk freely in the market, watching the bustling restaurants and tea shops, listening to the relaxed words of the vendors, mixing with the flow of people and horses like water.

 I was extremely surprised and delighted with the scenes that appeared before my eyes.

 My cousin, holding a white paper fan in his hand, gallantly explained to me one by one. I did not interrupt him, obediently listening. I'm going, but I know, I can't get away from my cousin's warm gaze. That love is easier to captivate people than new things in that noisy world.

In the evening we stayed at the inn. Cousin told everyone that we were husband and wife, he asked the innkeeper to arrange a room for us to rest.

 Hearing my cousin say those words, I felt so embarrassed that I couldn't even raise my head to look.

 The innkeeper followed us up to the room, gave us a few words and then left. Only me and my cousin were left in the room. In my mind, two words resounded in my mind, husband and wife, I thought to myself, cousin is so bad, how can he talk so indiscriminately! I was both embarrassed and confused, standing at the door fidgeting with my handkerchief, not knowing what to do.

 I glanced over at my cousin, who was sitting in a chair, looked at me and smiled. I quickly lowered my head, letting my cousin's laughter ring in my ears.

 " Younger cousin, you've been tired for a few days, don't you come here to rest?" My cousin is still smiling at me.

 I just stood there blankly, neither moving nor answering.

"Nuong Tu, it's late at night, let's go to rest." Cousin deliberately joking.

 A "Nuong Tu" sound like a firecracker exploded in my ear, my face and ears were red, I was both embarrassed and confused, moving my feet to the ground and saying "Wow! Cousin!".

 "Why, don't you want to be my wife?" His voice suddenly deepened, he stood up and walked towards me.

 My heart almost fell out of my chest, I prayed my cousin didn't hear my pounding heart.

 "Nuong Tu must be tired too, let me squeeze her feet?" My cousin whispered those words in my ear, his voice suddenly becoming hoarse. Seeing that I did not agree but did not object, he gently took my hand, led me to sit down by the bed.

 Even though I was embarrassed, I obediently obeyed. Only, I still didn't say a word.

 He took off my shoes for me, and his big, strong hands began to give me a gentle massage. An indescribable comfort spread from my feet to my heart, spreading throughout my body, seeping into every joint, every fiber of my body. In addition to the pleasant feeling of pleasure, a feeling of lustful desire also began to be rekindled. I suddenly became like the handkerchief of four years ago, held tightly in my cousin's hand, obediently letting him arrange it freely.

 “Cousin…” I said in a daze, unable to control myself anymore.

 He suddenly hugged me, gently kissed my forehead, then kissed my lips, his breathing became more and more rapid.

 I know what will happen. While closing my eyes, I involuntarily remembered the husband who abandoned me in the past.  Then the tears suddenly flowed again, tears falling from the corners of my eyes, flowing both into my mouth and his mouth. But that heavy feeling was also very easy to dissipate, I quickly absorbed in my cousin's seductive and manly breath.

 Finally, me and the person of my dreams had the first time skin contact.

 Cousin is indeed extremely gentle and caring just like in my imagination. Even the movements in bed are no exception. Although tonight is far from my imagination of an ideal night of flowers, but anyway, at this moment, I am still my cousin's lovely bride. In addition to appreciating his actions.

 I also loved him dearly. I feel that the fate between me and my cousin is arranged by God, my husband has appointed us since I was fifteen, and the past four years have been a testing time for our love. Now that we are together, good things will come to us too.

 After the fun of the pillow, the cousin fell asleep very quickly.

Although I no longer feel the shame and fear of a girl having sex with the opposite sex for the first time, my mood is now full of hundreds of relationships. I lay next to my cousin, not daring to move, afraid to disturb the sleep of the man I love.

 Looking out the window, I was surprised to see a moonless night sky without stars, even though the day was a beautiful sunny day.

 Thinking back to the first night with the old husband when I was fifteen years old, it was a sleepless night with blood mixed with tears, it was a horror that I never wanted to remember in my life. Now that I think about it, I still shudder.

 I look again at the face sleeping soundly next to me, his face when sleeping is so beautiful, I love the smell of his body. I took a deep breath, feeling so comfortable sleeping next to him. I gently pressed my face against my cousin's bent arm.

 I lay in bed thinking for a long time, until the second watch, I fell asleep. That night, I had a beautiful dream, all of which were ideal scenarios that I imagined in the future.

 Because I was so tired, when I woke up, it was almost noon.