My mother-in-law's gaze towards me became more and more cold. Before that look, I felt more and more uneasy.

 Unfilial piety has three sins, not having children is the biggest sin.

I have done a thing that cannot be forgiven by heaven and earth, committed a mistake that cannot be tolerated by the devil, and the position of my in the hushand house is also being shaken.

 I started to be a vegetarian, I started praying to God to pray to Buddha.

 My husband did not show any hurry, he still returned home once every few days, still treating me not coldly but not enthusiastic. Only thing, the number of times our sex has decreased a lot.

 Husband is everything, the hushand is first. In my heart, there is nothing that he cannot solve. I trust and adore him. I think he will definitely have a solution.

 Sure enough, my husband has a solution, his way to solve his problem is to get married more wife.

 Half a year after I entered the Ngo family, a girl with erotic eyes and soft smile became the second aunt in the house.

 My husband suddenly not like in leaving the house, even so, I still couldn't see him.

 I know where he is, I often sit blankly looking to the Southeast, that's where he and that girl live.

The person my husband took house was named Dinh Huong.

 When Dinh Huong entered the Ngo family, as the eldest wife and senior, of course, I couldn't be petty. I brought her some jewelry and a pillow embroidered with lovebirds.

 The pillowcase, which I personally selected, must be a first-class silk, both smooth and soft. The color is also hand-picked by me, deep red, the color of luck and love. 

 The lovebirds are also embroidered by myself. I especially like lovebirds. When embroidering those two birds, I think, they symbolize love, symbolizing fidelity, forever inseparable.

 The inside of the pillow is also made by myself, in addition to the buckwheat seed shell, the inside of the pillow also has cotton fibers, sedge silk and dried flower petals.

 These materials can both help clear heat, sedation, bright eyes, and also have the effect of curing migraine. I know, my husband has migraines, in the past, I often heard him complain about it.

Dinh Huong received all those gifts, she showed her joy and surprise, and happily hugged me in front of him, saying that having a good sister like me was a blessing from her previous life.

 Ding Huong is four years older than me, but she keeps calling me sister. The person who came first, the person who came later, that one "sister", could call it so gracefully, so intimately, I think, other people must have done the same.

 After Dinh Huong officially became the second wife, I was like an Empress imprisoned in the palace. Although I was still sitting in that Eastern Palace position, in the eyes of the servants, I could already sense my true position.

 Normally, my husband rarely talked to me, on the first day Dinh Huong arrived, he suddenly took the initiative to find me to talk:

 “I took another wife just because you stomach refused to obey, I just wanted to find another person to share burden with you. you are the first wife, she is the second wife, later the two sisters must live in harmony. you are no longer a lady like before, you has to understand things more, be more generous, know you're knows people, that's the rule for the wife!".

 he wanted me to understand better, afraid that I would bully Dinh Huong, so he gave me a prophylactic injection.

 Actually, these things, needless to say, I can understand myself, but he took the initiative to tell me, I feel startled. I hurriedly and obediently bowed my head and said, "I know."

 Since then, I rarely see him

In the evening, when taking a bath, I still drop some flower petals into the bath water, afraid that if he suddenly returns to his room and hugs me, he will find me no longer attractive.

    Of course, that worry is just superfluous, the petals in the bath water have only one effect, which is to freshen my body and tease my lonely heart.

    Late at night, the candlelight sways in the wind, just like I'm shivering in the wind.

    The servant girl came to her side “missing lady, you should go to bed early.”

    I said I was not sleepy, my hands were still engrossed in playing with the pearl brooch that he gave me.

    “Missing lady, you should go to bed early. In the second grandma room, the lights have been turned off for a long time."

I look at the servant girl, who knows when, she has become bold, speechless.

  I don't let my anger out, I am aware that I have no right to be angry about it.

  "you should go to bed first" I said calmly.

  The servant girl raised her hand to rub her eyes and walked out.

  That night, the first rain of winter fell. Drop by drop of rain, a gust of wind blew, the rain flew in and wet the bronze mirror on the chalkboard.

  I looked to the southeast, the candlelight through the window of the room over there was indeed out, I guess what is he doing now, whispering? Caring for her? Having fun with play water fishing? Or sleeping soundly in the arms of a beauty?

  I feel so bitter! But then, I blamed myself for being too selfish.

  That night, there was also a rain in my heart, a dreary rain that soaked my heavy heart.