At home Jason raged right away. “I should have watched better over you” he screamed. “This should not have happened!”. “But it happened” Jessy answered. “We are Omegas after all and nobody was aware of Meos first heat” she tried to sooth my brother. They have had a special bond since we were kids. She is always able to sooth my brother and calm him down. I was never aware of the special bonding. I never thought this would be more than just a friendship. Especially since my brother is a beta and Jessy is an omega, just like me. But here and now we were just kids. And none of us was thinking about relationships above friendship. Only thirteen to fourteen years old and my ten years’ older brother. Since my brother and I got this big age gap it wasn´t ever easy for us as brothers, but since he's an adult he is the best brother I could ever wish for.

Raven looked down at me, I was lying on my bed, still in pain after the rape and because of the heat as well. “Meo is there something we can do for you?” He sat down on my bed and caressed my back. I appreciated that my best friends were there for me now. I shook my head about his question, I just wanted to cry all the pain out and leave nothing but this emptiness I felt now. It would take a time for me to heal from this.

We got me to a doctor a day later to check if I could have gotten pregnant. He said he would not can say it by now, but he gave me a pill to get sure. It broke my total system. My heat got even worse after this and I was sick and didn´t can nor wanted to go to school. I stayed at home the days of my heat. We never told mom what happened this day, she only knew my heat came and were happy her baby boy was safe and sound. She agreed letting me being home for the time of the heat. After this I had to go back to school if I wanted or not. Well, as you can tell, it wasn't easy for me. I couldn't look anyone in the eye. Especially not my rapists. Glad they were four grades above me, so I didn't need to interact with any of them. They didn't come up to me as well to say sorry. Whenever I came their way, they just turned around and went away if Nesoto wasn't at their side. Our school king. The alphas son. A black haired, pierced, huge guy. A buffed guy as well. He was popular back then, even though nobody knew if he would be the next alpha.

How about I explain a little more at this part of the story about our pack. I know it's different in other packs, but in ours you are not born as alpha. For sure there are the sub genders but I mean the status. You have to gain the alpha position through a fight with every other campaigner as the alpha dies or gives up his position. So Nesoto got no win in being the son of the alpha. He got only a bright spread reputation and a lot of fans and friends through this. And of course he got his alpha pheromones. The ones which made me bow under his gaze the day I got raped.

But back to me, I got to get to the doctor again a few months later, and he checked if I got pregnant.