I have no idea how to deal with Dan right now. I can't be weak before him, but I can't help it. After what happened that day and the broadcast of that mysterious video, everyone I knew turned their backs on me and even began to threaten me.
They suspected that being so close to Dan that I was somehow involved with the event. Despite explaining that I did not know anything about the event and with the video they were less going to believe that he was not Dan. I was there with Dan, I'm sure that didn't happen at the time, but I couldn't convince anyone by myself. Maybe I could understand their anger a little, my frustration was growing, but I could understand the reason for their behavior. When something bad happens, a culprit is always sought.
Yazír for the moment offered me accommodation in his house. I understood the reason for his kindness, I could always see his true feelings towards Dan reflected in him. Being so important to Dan, it was obvious that he had to protect me just to see Dan happy. I wonder if Dan will ever notice. I wonder if I really feel like he deserves Dan more than I do.
When I walked towards the hospital I could see how people with tears in their eyes or simply with an expression full of fury came towards me with the worst insults I could hear. I endured the urge to cry just so that when I could see him and if he was awake he wouldn't see me in this pathetic way. I want to know what happened, I want to understand everything, but I can't try harder.
As I walked lost in thought, I ended up arriving at Dan's room. I know I saw those two here, but maybe it was my imagination. As I enter the room I can see how he is trying to get up. My heart begins to beat rapidly. At first I didn't know what face to put on, my thoughts were spinning in my mind, but in the end I just treated him the same way. There would be time for questions. That was what I thought.
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First of all sorry for not being able to upload a new chapter last friday I have a problem. But well everything's okay now so don't worry. I'm gonna let scheduled some chapters for the time being, enjoy I really aprecciatte your readings and comments :)
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