Saint watched Heart out of the corner of his eyes staring at the sheet of paper that showed he was currently enrolled at Thammasat University for only the past year, and then the resume he had that showed Heart had been enrolled in the school for the past three years.
'Why was he hiding the past? Why had he put that he had been there three years when he had only been there one year?'
Saint picked up the phone the receiver hung in his hands for a moment as he double thought what he was about to do.
'You wouldn't like it if someone went snooping through your demons, would you? Normally things are made to disappear because we want to forget about them.'
He lifted the phone, but halted beside his ear frozen.
'But I need to know more about him. I don't know why, but I need to know.'
Saint placed the phone on his ear firmly and dialed Kit's number.
There were three rings before Kit's pleasant voice came through the phone.
"Hey, what's up?" Kit's voice asked intrigued.
"You know that thing I asked you to look into… Well there is one more bit of information about Heart I need you to find out for me."
***
"Kit come in here."
"Sir..."
"Did you find out the information I asked for?"
"Yes, of course, there have been no problems for your requests. But if I could say something?"
"Sure, go ahead."
"Are you sure there isn't a shorter, faster method of doing this? A faster way to find out what happened with Heart, why he is hiding his schooling, why he lied? I am sure there are other ways to find out. Can't we just hire someone to hack him." Kit suggested.
"No, I don't want that to happen. I don't want him to hate me when I just suddenly know things I shouldn't." Saint thought back to how mad Heart had been when he had snooped and found out where he lived.
"I don't want to do it that way. I don't want to hurt him." Saint repeated.
"That's new, normally you are ruthless when going after what you want." Kit said.
"I know, I just feel like I need to be careful with him."
"You sure tease him a lot for someone you are trying to be gentle with."
Saint's eyes flashed.
"I don't think I could be any gentler. There is just something about him that sets me off. I have never been drawn to anyone so strongly before. It feels so different I can't explain it. I thought I loved someone before…”
“I don't doubt that what I felt at the time was love, I believe it. But this feels like when he leaves I will go crazy. Like a piece of me has been ripped from my side. It feels empty, and I can't help but wonder where he is? What is he doing?"
"I want him to be thinking of me. I want to know if he is thinking of me. I want to know everything about him, but I want his gorgeous lips to do all the talking. I don't want to violate him. I don't want to make him hurt or cry. But at the same time I want to torture him, make him squirm, turn red, get embarrassed, angry. I want him to feel everything with me. I want every emotion he has to remind him of me and what I did to make him feel them. Trust, pain, pleasure, desire, happiness, sadness, anger, lust… everything."
"So just do this for me, please. I know it is a deterrent from our plan."
"Saint, this could create a problem. We are only six months away from your goal. Maybe you should fire him until then... It's just, you lose a bit of control with Heart, if things really slip, then things could go south fast. He is a constant temptation. I am not saying don't indulge. Just maybe hire him back later and indulge."
"Kit, I will only say this one time, do as I say or this could end badly." Saint warned him with the most piercing, deadly stare Kit had ever seen him make-and Saint had made plenty- of them in his lifetime, it made Kit gulp, nod with understanding, bow politely then walk out.
As Kit pushed open the door to the main room, he looked at Heart, his face a gentle mask.
Heart scrambled to look busy. Kit tried his best not to smile. Kit walked past and ignored Heart completely heading towards the bathroom.
'I get it. I understand your infatuation with him. In such a short time, I also like him a lot. More than that. I don't think he is bad, or can cause any harm to Saint… Still, I have never seen Saint so mesmerized.'
In the bathroom, he made sure each stall was empty, then took out his phone and dialed a number. The line connected after ringing several times.
"Sir, I finished the transfers. Saint has switched schools and I also have prepared the files and other requests you asked for."
"...."
"Sir, how much longer do you think I will have to continue doing this?"
"...."
The line clicked and Kit sighed before dialing another number. He rubbed his head.
"Why is it so hard to be a Nitpattanasai?" He sighed and rested his head against the wall.
"This life is draining me." He tapped the phone against his forehead.
'I should call my baby. He will be out of practice right now, right?' Kit did the math in his head, practice ended about now and he wouldn't have started lunch yet. He would have a few minutes.
The call connected after the first Ring.
"Kitten?" Asked the male voice on the other line.
"I am so tired..." He responded.
A soft chuckle came out of the other side. "You are doing great. It will be over soon. I am so proud of you Kit. You are such an amazing, beautiful, wonderful person doing all of this for your family. I would never tell you to stop because I know how much this means to you, to help Saint, to find that person. Just… Just don't overwork yourself too much. I am almost done with my tour and will be back soon. Promise you will take time off to be with me then."
"I have to go. I've been gone a little too long. And I actually do have to go to the bathroom right now." Kit said.
There was another soft chuckle on the other end and the line clicked.
'He felt bad not answering Ten's question, but he had been breaking so many promises lately that he felt guilty to even make another one.'
Kit unzipped his pants. 'Poor Saint, it really isn't fair. I think having to do this much longer is a kinda torture for him too, it's a torture to all of us. But hey, you agreed Kit it's your own fault.'
'Stop thinking of useless things for one minute. Can't you stop worrying about them for a moment to relieve yourself in peace?' Kit sighed as he finally was able to pee once he quieted his mind.
'This all better get resolved soon. Because it is beginning to seem like I have a bladder problem.'
Kit finished washing his hands, then threw the napkin into the bin, turned, then smoothed his hair and opened the door to get back to his triple life.
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