Chris kept talking to Faridah, " But I was wondering why someone might rush to the flames & throw himself into such great fires in order to save someone who doesn't know him while everyone was running away from it (the fires). "
"Not only that, but you took him in your embrace while he was burning, You took a hard road & you didn't blink."
" You didn't hesitate for one second to take him in your arms while he was burning & you know very well that you may be burn with him, Further more, No one asked you for doing that & after doing all that your only wish was, Not to let him know anything about you, Even your name. "
" That's mean, You did all this for him & didn't want to get anything in return, Tell me. Tell me. Tell me. Tell me, Millions of questions have been going on inside me at day & night for the past two weeks for which, to be honest, I haven't found any answers for any one them yet. "
" So, I'm here because I desperately need answers to all my questions & I'm not leaving here until you give me an answer to all my questions. " Chris said while was sitting on the chair where infront of her desk , Holding her arm, Looking into her eyes & Taking to Faridah as his face was so close to hers(her face)
All of sudden, Chris got up, Took her between his arms, Stuck together with her, Looked into her eyes deeply as he said, " Be honest, Tell me the truth, I won't ever harm you nor let you down. "
All of sudden, Faridah's eyes filled of tears, Then she pushed him back, Got out of his embrace, Turned to the back in order to not to let him see her tears while she was talking to herself, " Oh my gosh, I have not ever asked myslef before why did I feel such pain when he died in my arms in that dream nor why I rushed to save him unconsciously when he was going to burn alive. "
" But I just now found out why when he died in my arms in that dream that scene effected me that much & tore my heart without mercy & is still tearing it(her heart)up until now. "
"It's the same scene when my mother died along time ago in my arms & I couldn't do anything to save her at the time because of my need, Weakness & poverty. "
" Though since I buried her, I swore that I won't ever be weak or cry again but when I saw the same scene infront of my eyes in that dream again, Although this time, It was just a nightmare & the person who I saw is totally different person, Plus I haven't realized that It was the same scene of my mother's death, but that sence ripped my soul & my heart as well unconsciously, because Seeing this scene is associated(linked)with pain to me. "
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