He had similar features like Blake. The moment he saw us he stopped. Behind him furious in the room entered Blake as well. Seeing me and Ty he calmed down. Ty looks at Blake curious as well as at the new guy.
"Little Ty grew up into a handsome man!" He said breaking the awkward silence. I looked at him curious. Ty blushes a bit and looks toward me. Eugene and the girls awake due to the heavy noise as well, looking confused at us. Again nobody was talking.
"Yo dude", I hear Eugene jumping from the sofa and opening his arms. "I thought you'd arrive last night." He continued while I was looking now like I was an idiot. Everyone knew him, besides me. I felt like I was there as a plus. He hadn't payed any attention to Eugene, only stared at me, making me feel uncomfortable.
The nameless guy looks at me and smiles. "Who is this cutie?" Hearing what he said I start to mumble trying to say my name which made Ty laugh.
"The blushing idiot is named Theodore." Tyler said in my place. I looked into his eyes and I was feeling practically being eye raped. He smirked and bit his bottom lip. Behind him Blake seemed like he was becoming impatient and was cracking his knuckles, a thing he always did when he was tensed or bored.
"I'm Nathan." He comes to me to shake my hand. "Blake's brother." He passes me and walks away singing something and without looking at Blake, only making a sign to Ty. He goes after him, leaving all looking at each other. A minute later Ty comes back smiling.
"Why did you call us here Blake?" Ty asks suddenly. He raised his shoulders and passed nervously without looking at anybody rushing upstairs' to his room. Kathy followed him. For a bit I wanted to be in her place. Annoyed, Tyler pulls me from by arms and drags me to his car.
"I'll take you home now."
"Thank you." I say trying to shake any thoughts. I liked Blake but I'll never have the courage to tell him. All the way we had been silent. Sometimes I could see in the corner of my eye, Ty was glancing from time to time to look at me.
"Here is good." I told him while unbuckled the seat belt.
"No!" He says to me flatly and stopping the car. "I'll go with you until we reach your apartment. This time I'll take care of you, until you get home." Hearing this I tried to protest and say it was no need but nothing worked so I ended up with Ty behind me in front of the apartment. While trying to hide my trembling hands, I open the door and enter turning toward him to invite him inside.
He snorted and walked away leaving me like a stupid person, watching his back as he leaves. I close the door slowly and I look roughly to see if my father was around. My phone vibrated suddenly. I looked at the message and for the first time he sent me a message.
"Better not drink again, I'll kick your ass until you bleed.''
Tyler sure was acting odd today, even giving me clothes to change into. I let out a small smile. I raise my head and in front of me was my father.
"Why are you smiling? you useless shit." My smile froze. He wasn't drunk but his voice was the same, filled with hate. "Your whore of a mother is coming home these days..." He looked at me and raised his hand, scared I close my eyes waiting for the slap over my face.
My knees were shabby and I stopped breathing for a few minutes. I preferred my father slapping than her coming back home, with him...
Why after two years was she coming back, after she left me here, alone, messed up and when I reached toward her, the last thing she had done before going out the door was to tell me I was a burden and that she I was never wanted.
I gripped my shirt hard and fell in the middle of the room, feeling my tears falling down. I have no power to fight with him anymore. Nobody is here to save me... Then my phone rang. I looked at the number and I burst in a heavy cry while answering.
"Emil, meet me today near the café shop. I have a nice surprise for you."
Everything around me spined and nothing will be like it used to be. The sun was fading away slowly. I felt like ahead of me was only darkness and pain. The rays were swallowed by the few dark clouds. It's time for the storm ahead which would plug everything into dimness...
Am I observing the slow destruction of my inner soul! It seems like the nature is reflecting the condition of my fragile soul.
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