"You say that but you don't look like it." He told me concerned.

"No," I said quickly to stop him from saying anything else. "I'm fine and ready for a long white night." I walked towards him but my legs betrayed me after two steps making me kneel beside the bed. Blake rushed towards me. The room darkened slowly and hazily. Then I noticed outside it was about to rain.

"You'll be going home with not a single word." He told me, which made me feel bitter. I waited for this night for some weeks. I must thank you Ivan for ruining it. I had so many plans for tonight. I didn't say anything. I felt speechless and jealously overwhelmed me. Once again I was on the other side.

He looked toward Ty and made him a sign to leave the room, as well Eugene copied them. I could hear what he said clearly. He forced Ty to take me home. I heard as well Ty cursing. "Fuck this; I don't want to take the brat home." After a few minutes in silence Ty entered the room and pulls me up violently from my hand. He dragged me from the house to the car.

Blake waved and shouted if I'll feel good tomorrow to come to his place. There will be my stuff. Nothing else and entered in the house. The Only thing in my mind was the image of his back and his short blond hair, which was always looking stylish.

"Now tell me where the hell you live." Ty asked me while he pulled out the car from the driveway.

"At the residential complex," I told him remembering that I never told anyone where I lived. Great Ty was the first to come to my house instead of Blake. I felt cold and wrapped my hand toward to my chest and placing my forehead on the car glass watching the rain outside. Music started to play but I didn't pay attention to anything. I didn't want to go home.

After more than half of hour we arrived. Ty looked at me and lifted an eyebrow. I could read easy on his face. "How the hell did you end up from here to the other side of the city?"

Without saying anything I got out from the car and ran from rain. I looked behind me and Ty's car vanished away from my sight. I looked above, in the sky the dark clouds were getting cleared in a slow pace after the heavy rainfall. Crimson coloured beams from the afternoon sun were shining through those wandering clouds.

The rain droplets on those tender grasses were glistening like diamonds. Few kids were playing in the mud water pleasantly while I busy looking at them a littleboy squealed . "Look! Look! there's Rainbow." I once again looked up at the sky and saw the beautiful rainbow a mediocre smile formed on my lips "When the rain ends there comes a beautiful rainbow but wouldn't there be any rainbow in my life?"

Once I arrived in front of my apartment door I took a deep breath thinking that I should had been with them as well, having fun. I opened the door slowly.

The house was dark. I tried to walk quickly towards my room but I froze. In front of me, was my deadly drunk father who could barely stand on his feet with a bottle in one hand.

"Get out you piece of shit!" He shouted to me. "How dare you to enter my house." I didn't have any time to react. He raises his hand and slapped me hard on my face making me stumble. I already felt awful and now this. Tears started to blur my vision but they're daring to fall freely.

He pulled me up, gripping my arm forcefully hurting me, dragging me toward the door.

"Out you ..." I looked in his eyes begging him to not open the door but he didn't hear me. I was afraid and sick. Only wanted was to stay in bed and sleep, forgetting everything. ..."Bastard." He told me at the end while he pushed me out in the building hall and slamming the door. I begged him to let me in but beyond the door I could only hear him cursing me.

"Why you hate me so much?" I yell but my voice felt like couldn't deliver my question. I was near the door on my knees, crying. I was feeling exhausted. Feeling numb I stood up and there was only one thing in my mind, the single thing which will make me forget everything was an enjoyable drink.

I went outside and it had started raining once again. I started to walk unawarily on the pavement I felt the heavy rains against my swollen skin. I wished this rain drops could wash away all of my pain but Alas! The falling raindrops resembled my own uncontrollable tear droplets. Suddenly I feel a hit in my shoulder and stumble on back hitting the pavement, while falling in my butt. I look mad up and in front of me I see a young man, he had messy black hair but he looked like his life was hanging on a strand of hair.

He was slightly cute but what draw me were his beautiful light blue eyes. He had the same dark shade in them, like mine. I know then he was carrying a heavy burden as well as me. He gives me his hand to help me stand up. Once I was up my sight became fuzzy and suddenly I threw up for the second time in the same day, in all view.

I was shivering. I feel something warm upon my shoulder but I couldn't get my head up from the ground. I was feeling ashamed, while I was vomiting, not able to stop. Before I passed out in a puddle of my vomit, I heard a voice calling for someone, before I lost myself in the dusk.

"Eziel!!"