Jamila said to herself while she was between his arms, " Oh my God. My heart which full of cracks has betrayed me. My heart let me down and made my fears dominate me. "
" Why do I feel that my smile was buried inside me by sorrows. "
" Why do I feel there is a scream is imprisoned inside me. "
" Why do I feel that my lights is turning off and made me lost in my sadness. "
" How long I will keep to be a prisoner by my tears, my fear, my pain and my sorrows? I feel that my world is surrounded by walls of mist. I got tired from waiting for away out and I got tired from many tears. I feel that my heart hurts, I feel that my soul is burning then now my eyes are crying that's the most thing that I'm good at doing. "
While Jamila was putting her head on his shoulder, suddenly Malek felt that Jamila's tears was rolling down on his shoulder.
He moved her from his shoulder gently and said, " why are you crying Jamila ? did I do something wrong to you?
Out of the blue she burst into tears, looked into his eyes, held his shirt with both of her hand from the front and said, " Malek help me I got enough from pain, fear, lonyness, I do not want to be aprisoner by them any more, please help me to set myself free."
Malek said, " what do you mean? I did not get it? "
" If you really care about me more than yourself, do not worry about my fear and set me free I'm asking you to do it for me. Forgive me I'm not afraid of you, but my fear rules me whatever the time you will be waiting it will be the same result. If it really differant as you have told me before then my fear will go away so let us do it. "
" No matter How much fear you see appear from me do not back down unless I ask for it. "
Malek said, " All you need is to calm down first, then let me wipe your tears and Would you please smile? everything will be fine. Are you sure this is what do you want to do? "
Jamila nodded and said, " Yeah."
Suddenly Malek looked at her and laughed loudly.
Jamila said, " What is it ? What are you laughing at? "
Malek said, " Nothing, I'm just so happy I couldn't believe myself so far that you have fallen for me. "
Jamila got red and looked down she was so embarrassed.
Malek said, " No, No, No, I didn't meant to embarrass you. I just want to hear you say it. Do you really love me and want to own me only for yourself. Do you really do or it's only my imagination. "
Jamila got red and looked down she was so embarrassed.
Suddenly she looked at him, Smiled and said, " yes , I do. I want you and I won't ever let anyone Share you with me."
Malek said, " What do you mean? I didn't get it, can you be more specific. "
Jamila said, " Don't play dumb. " while she was smiling and biting her lips.
Malek said, " but I'm a dumb for real. Would you please, be more clear and tell me what did you mean?
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