Malek continued in taking to her by saying, " Then, I decided to investigate your background.
" & when I investigated it, I knew that you been tthrough a lot & you are an orphan as same as me, but the only difference between me & you is that you have suffered more than me a hundred times, In a way I felt that we were similar, So I decided to help you. "
Jamila wrote while she was crying, " Do you believe that I'm not mentally ill? Do you believe that everything I have said was true & I haven't fabricate anything. "
Malek replied her with an angelic smile as he nodded, " Yeah, Sure, I do. "
He wiped her tears as he said to her, " Haven't I told you before that You are not allowed to shed tears in the future. "
All of sudden, He took her between his arms, Patted on her head as he said to her, " Would you please Calm down & stop crying, I'm here for you & nobody is gonna hurt you, Not any more, Not as long as I live."
Jamlia freaked out & pushed him back gently while she was shivering & looking at him with all fear.
Malek said to her, " I'm so sorry for touching you with out your permission, forgive me, I just did it without thinking. I won't ever do it on the future, but you must believe that I won't ever do any awkward thing to you , From now on towards I will always protect you with all I got . "
Jamila asked him by writing, " How could you understand what I felt without uttering(saying)a word? & What would I give you in return? " Jamila Wrote
Malek replied her sadly, " Save it clearly on your mind, I do not want anything from you in return, One day I'll tell you why I'm doing this, but so far you haven't told me Why did you stop talking? "
Jamila replied him by writing, " Because I felt it was useless to speak because, no matter what I said, They would turn the scales upside down, No one will ever listen to me. "
" Eventually I will be the only person who things get worse for it, So I preferred to play mute to make things easier for all."
Malek said to her, " But, this isn't a solution. "
Jamila wrote while the sadness was showing up on her face clearly, " I wish I could do anything more than keeping silent, but What a little girl on her own & no one was in my back could do?"
Malek replied her sadly as if he felt that she is completely right, " I know you're right, but things have changed now, Now I'm with you & anything you say I will believe it, So Why do you prefer to keep silent? Why do you still don't want to talk? It's not just that, but you also don't smile at all. "
Jamila replied him by writing, " Because every bad man who met me told me that I have a charming voice & a charming smile which force any man to get attracted to me, This is another reason which made me give up talking & smiling as well. "
Malek replied him as he smiled & looked away from her, " Honestly, You're insanely pretty, You do not need an attractive voice nor an attractive smile to attract any man, Your beauty can drive any man crazy, So there is no point in stop talking or smiling any more. "
Jamila wrote, " You're right, Maybe someday in the future, but not now I feel as if I tried to talk now, the words would stuck into my throat because there have been many years passed on me without talking, I used to it. "
Malek asked her, " Why do you write down your own memoirs ? "
Jamila replied him by writing while the sadness was showing up on her face clearly, " There were alot of things that bothers me & I couldn't do anything about it, So I had to find a way to vent my anger & I found that writing my memoirs is the best way to vent my anger by. "
Malek asked her, " Why did you allowe me to talk to you? "

By : Rahma Ali.
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