Suddenly, Malek, Opened the door of the car for her.
She was, So afraid, So hesitant to ride the car, Therefore she stunned in her place as she talked to herself, " Where will this door take me? Will it be my way to heavens ,or it will be my way to pure hell? "
Suddenly, Her eyes got wet & the sadness started to appear so clearly on her face, Malek realized that, So he closed the car's door as he said to her , "
No,problem, If you don't want to go home with me, it's okay, I'll just wait here in the street with you or I will go with you to any place where you want to go to. "
" I know what is in your mind, Therefore don't be afraid & rest assured I will only do whatever you are willing to do & only it, So don't put any pressure on yourself. "
Jamila didn't utter aword as she kept talking to herself, " Is he telling me the truth or Is he just pretending to be ancient in front of me? "
" I really want to scream loudly, but I can't because my screams doesn't get out, There is something hurting deeply inside me, it's torturing me. "
" I want to run & run until I reach to an empty place, Aplace where is no people there then I will be sure that no one is gonna hurt me. "
" Just for just one day only one day I do not want anything, I don't want to drink or eat, all what I want to put my head on the pillow without any fear, I want to have a decent night's sleep, just for one night, but as usel I feel like I'm screaming loudly & no one hears me. "
Suddenly Malek grabbed her by the arm to the hospital's garden heading to a park bench in order to sit on it while he was saying to her, " Both of us will sit on that park bench & we won't ever leave here until you ask me for it because I know very what's in your mind & what you are fearing of."
Then they sat on park bench.
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At that time, Jamila was talking to herself, " It's already two hours have passed & he is still waiting for me, What should I do now? What if he get bored of me & left me to them, Then things would be worse. "
" Why is he so patient with me? What is his real purpose? any way now I'm between two fires. Now I have to choose between this two fires, I have to choose to go with him & suffer the consequences, or stay her & suffer worse consequences."
" I want to have the guts to go with him, but my fear is tearing me apart & holding me back, I must pull myself together, Otherwise things will be more worse."
Suddenly Malek stood up while he was saying to her, " I have to go to the bathroom ."
Jamila clung to his arm while she was talking to herself, " I knew it , he got bored of me & he is gonna leave me, My life will be so miserable agian, After he gave me aglimmer of hope, Everything will return to be as usual."
Malek said to her, " You will not be able to come with me to the bathroom, So would you please let me go & just wait for me here, I will be just right back. "
Jamila kept clinging on his arm as she kept talking to herself, " What should I do now? I have to let his arm, but will he really come back for me again or he is going to let me to face unbearable pain agian? Will he let me to be lonely agian? "
" Will he leave me to be isolted agian? If that happens, It will be the most excruciatingly painful time of my sick and miserable life. "
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