The walk home was cold. My scarf was big enough to cover my nose down. The master had made me leave early. I didn't do much..Just the kitchen and garden.

"Will master let me help him, when he needs such dirty attention~?"

I froze in place. Had I really said that to him? Gah..I bet he hates me right now..Sighing heavily, I ran a hand through my locks. Looking up to the sky. Ah..It's going to rain..

...

I made it to the bar soaked. Luckily my phone was water proof. Beat that rain! I Sweatdrop at my own childishness.

Scanning the bar, my eyes finally landed on Nick..and..Leo..That's new..

I began walking over to them. Leo's hair had been dyed again. It was originally a light brown. Now it's a light blonde fading into a blue. I liked it.

When I reached them. I tiredly sat down next to Nick, I felt as if I was going to pass out. Who knew somewhat confessing shit took so much out of you.

My heart had been in pain. Why? Heart burn? Ache? The pain in my chest seems almost unreal. Understanding it is, somehow impossible. As if I had just been shot. Is this love?

"Oi! Tai! Earth to Alpha!" Leo had whined pulling on my cheek, which I had just noticed and slapped his hand.

Master..

What would it be like to kiss him? To be with him? Are his lips warm? Would he remember the times we played? Its unsure. But..I bet he’d be a great lover..heh..Him flushing over every compliment..

Gah..

“TAAAIIIII” Someone screamed from behind me. My body instantly tensed. Having someone just scream your name isn’t that pleasant.

“NANI” I yelled in response. Arms wrapped around my shoulders. Wait. This voice and smell. Am I a dog now, wtf?

“Leo. Let go of me” I said sternly. Leo had made a whine sound and let go of me, sitting back down. Leo crossed his arms and pouted looking away. Nick chuckled lightly and stretched.

“You’re here early” Nick commented taking a big gulp of his beer. I only nodded.

What would Nick do if I had told him what happened? Would he give me some advice? What about Leo? No..Leo is an jackass. He’d just laugh and pat my back. Maybe if I talk to Nick he’ll help. He is my closest friend after all. Sighing, I ordered a vodka.

My mind was blank. As I chugged down my vodka, I’d forget how fucked up I get. Damn, was this stressing me out this much?

...

A drunk. Howls the Now night. Other humans would stare in disgust as the man leans against the wall for support. Only to fall on his face and sit up. Taking another long gulp of his bottle of vodka.

“Neee..Where’s my..h..hic..home...” he’d grumble, hiccups interrupting his sentence. This man was me.

I couldn’t think straight. My body felt so weak. As if my legs were jelly. They wobbled and made me trip repeatedly. My vision wasn’t much help either. Where the hell was I? This neighborhood looked familiar.

Ah..As if it matters. I’ll just be passing out soon, on the ground in an alleyway or something. This isn’t the first time, I’ve gone be a drunk. How pathetic..

...

I’m somehow still on my feet. But I can see better. My bottle is lost ways back, I think I broke it when I tripped. Why does this place look familiar? Is this my house? Nick’s?

As I stumbled to the door, my body slammed against it. Now I could see it. It was the masters home. How’d I end up here? Or am I dreaming?

“What the..Brat?” I looked up. I hadn’t noticed I was on the ground. The master..

He stood above me. His beautiful vibrant eyes glowing in the dark. His soft fluffy looking hair somewhat looked wet. I don’t think I’ve ever noticed, but master had a caramel brown hair shade. It was quite pretty. His eyes were almost like mine, almost more big and cute. Green. Glowing. Full of life.

I stood up. Letting my hair cascade over my eyes. He smelled good..Maybe he just got out of the shower..

“Oi! What are you-!” A thud made me look up a bit. I was ontop of the master. His face held a flustered scowl.

“Haven’t I told you already..” I leaned down to his face, my lips brush against his skin. It was warm..He smelled like mint...

“You..can’t leave..hic...your door open..” I softly kissed his neck. His skin warmed up more..I like it..He’s soft..I want..to hold him...

My vision blurred. Soon turning into darkness. Only thing I can remember is the feeling of masters skin against my lips..

I..

want...

to feel..

his skin..

again..