So the reason why I was not updating was not only because of my sickness and injuries but it was also because the boy named bagels who I use to like, turned out to be a complete jerk, he's fake and like to call me horrible names. Right now I don't know what to do with life at this point but thanks to my friends/family and you guys and girl or whatever you identify as, you've made smile everyday and every time you read my story I always feel better about my work and I want to write more chapter for you all.