I'm not pretending to be something I'm not not pretending to see things the way they really are and just because you can't doesn't mean I'm pretending

I'm not pretending but you saying things like that makes me feel like I am just because I'm the only one who can see that I'm the only one who can be an adult doesn't mean I'm pretending I've told my family so many times there's no used to scream things at each other when you can just talk about it told it I  once told that we needed to have a family meeting to discuss our problems with each other so we can stop arguing and instead they laughed in my face because I was 11 year old child who was the one being the adult but yet they scream and fight like toddlers they tell me that I'm getting too big for my britches and they tell me that I'm pretending to be a grown up that I'll never understand well here's what I do understand instead of talking about your issues you fight like children and scream  things at each other when they can easily just be talked about discuss your problems instead of fucking screaming about them and just because I'm the only one who understands that doesn't mean I'm pretending