Read unWanted (BoyXBoy) :: Chapter 2

[Justin]

After a long boring, boring day of school me and Clay went back home. We played video games for a while and then we sat on his bed and started talking.

"You know... I miss Jessica, but she's better with Alex because im a fucking failure of a boyfriend"

I said with an angry and sad voice tone.

Clay placed his hand on my shoulder

"Justin, you're not a failure, you were just in the wrong place and at a bad place... and I miss someone too" Clay said as he looked down and started tucking his shirt.

I could see his eyes starting to get more and more full with tears, I could feel him holding his breath and tears.

He looked at me and he broke down and he started crying. "I-I miss Ha-hannah, I s-t-still see her" he whimpered, his chin was quivering and his lips were quivering.

I felt like shit watching Clay break down like that. I hugged him and I could feel him resting his chin on my shoulder, we hugged for a good minute until he stopped crying, when he stopped I gently put my hands on his face and kissed him on the forehead.

"You may not be ok right now, but you will be Clay!" I said with a huge smile on my face and a comforting voice.

Even I surprised myself by doing that because im not good with emotions nor have I ever comforted someone besides Jessica (which I failed to, many times).

Both of us then went to bed because it was already getting late and we had school tomorrow.

It took some time for me to fall asleep because I was reading some comics on my phone. When I finally fell asleep, I started having a nightmare, I woke up screaming and in panic. I could hear footsteps and Clay busted in the room.

"ARE YOU OKAY? I HEARD YOU SCREAMING" he said with a concerned voice and a scared look on his face. I was terrified by that nightmare, but calmly I told him "nothing. it was just a nightmare".

He looked at me with a plain face "really Justin? I thought you we're having a heart attack or some shit like that". I looked at him with a questioning face and said "Are you dumb? if I had a heart attack I wouldn't be able to sc--", he interrupted me and said "OKAY I DONT CARE, GOODNIGHT". I grabbed his arm and softly said "I know it sounds pathetic, but im scared, could you sleep here tonight?"

"Im not gonna sleep on the floor, so I wont sleep here with you, watch some videos and then try to fall asleep again" I was scared so I insisted "I dont wanna sleep alone, you can sleep on the bed I'll sleep on the ground, or you could sleep with me, it isnt weird is it?". He looked at me with a confused look and let out a small sigh "Fine! AND OF COURSE NOT we're brothers, and we're just gonna sleep its not like we're gonna have sex". I started laughing because he always says serious stuff with a funny look on his face.

He got in bed and we talked for bit until tapped me on my arm and asked "is it ok if I put my arm around you? I left my stuffed animal on my room and im already warm so I dont wanna get up, it isnt weird right? is it weird if I put my arm around you? that doesnt make me gay does it? im I gay?" I let out a small sigh and said "you really like to overthink stuff dont you? Just like Tony told you "dont go into your clay hole" its fine if you put your arm me but dont complain if I turn around and end up sleeping on top of your arm!".

He then gently placed his arm around me and I could only think to myself "wow... the Jensens have been so nice to me, I never felt like I had a home before and now I dont... my mom never cuddled me in bed, she never cared if I had nightmares, mostly because she was high all the time and at night she was awake and grumpy because she didnt take her dose that day". A single tear fell down my cheek and I tried to sleep and I could already sense that Clay had already fallen asleep.

(This is how we woke up the next day)

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<3 Thank you everyone for the support on the first chapter! Im quite busy with tests right now but i'll do my best to u...