The worst thing that could happen right now just happened! I called Maria and she said that she was way too busy! I don't want to cancel it but how am I suppose to get to Washington DC? Oh god this is just crappy right now!

Can my brother bring me there?   Oh frick...he can't he's 'busy' right now. Oh there is a person but I don't want to ever see his face again, I mean... he oh god I don't want to talk about it.

Can my life get any worse than this? I was so excited for this and I thought that this would turn out pretty well but all of the sudden I'm upset.

I hate these situations. You know the yaoi stuff things? When they get really dramatic? Well that's what it feels like at the moment but stuff in the yaoi stuff is not happening, it'd just how dramatic the scenes are, you know the scenes that make you cry like in shone and A? Well that's exactly what I think this feels like!

I knew I wouldn't get the perfect ending in the fi-first pla-ce oh now I-I'm crying how stupid of me... h-h -gulps- ... I- I just can't right now...